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༆ 2 weeks later Y/n's POV
I've been a mess these past two weeks. I can't eat, I'm having a hard time sleeping. I've been forcing myself to go to school because no matter what happens that's my priority.
I also have to give my blood to Vinnie in order for him to protect me; as fucked as it is. I will never disobey him again.
Every time I pick up the drawing I cry, it is all my fault. If I hadn't told him I love him we would've never fucked. If I had just made new friends he would still be alive. If I never drew that picture kio wouldn't have had to die like that.
It's all my fucking fault.
The memories of us flood my mind and I start crying again. I can't live with this guilt, it feels terrible. Having to lie to his entire family about his death and not giving him a proper funeral. I didn't even go to Jake's memorial I was too busy grieving over someone I loved and cared about. I didn't even know Jake died to be honest.
Then an idea struck my mind.
I can't bare this agonizing torture of wanting kio with me and wanting everything back to normal. What if I didn't remember any of it. What if I let Vinnie take all my memories of Kio, then I wouldn't have to be this way.
I wipe the tears off of my face before they're replaced with more tears. My eyes hurt from crying so I continue to wipe away my tears until they stop flowing. I start to get up but I feel like shit. I have no energy and I'm freezing cold, not to mention my eyes are on fire. I quickly laid back down and got under my covers.
"Cmon y/n eat. It's your favourite." I shake my head and rub my eyes, adjusting to being awake. I took a long nap and nana came up to my room to give me some soup she prepared for me. She's been trying to convince me to eat it for almost 10 minutes now.
I shake my head, " I'm not hungry".
She sighs, " Look, baby, Kio's gonna be ok. I promise you they'll find him." She puts her hand on my shoulder.
Everyone thinks kio is just missing and there are investigations being held for him. They can't seem to find his body.
I think Vinnie took his body and did god knows what with it. I don't remember much from that day, I just remember fucking kio then watching Vinnie choke him with his own intestine, then crying and crying and crying.
But don't think I forgot about what Vinnie said.
"Because I've fallen for you y/n and this ass wipe is always in my way."
He has been being very nice to me, but that doesn't mean shit. He mortified my best friend right in front of me, and I had actually caught feelings for kio. That only adds fuel to the fire.
