James Hobbs' School for Troubled Boys (Old Version)

JHS4TB: Chapter Three

JHS4TB: Chapter Three

AN: Most of this chapter is in Lucian’s P.O.V. which is not a bad thing but it’ll be weird to read, his thoughts are all over the place and such.

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Lucian’s P.O.V.

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    Pale skin, red lips, blue eyes and brownish red hair, it looked so pretty to me, so attractive. Why doesn’t he think so? Why does he not love me? Does he think I am unattractive? Does he not like boys like me? It had been five days since Zayn had sex with me, after he went up to his own bed he started to ignore me, he has not even looked my way in these five days. I was staring at myself in a mirror, I had just finished my shower and I was completely naked and I could not find a single thing wrong with me. I liked myself, I thought I was pretty and attractive, hell, I would even go as far as to call myself sexy. I had everything every other guy had, I had a penis and balls, I didn’t have chest hair but Zayn liked it that way (or so I thought). I had a girly figure, a nice round butt and I had very little muscles, but I just wasn’t a sporty person, I had more of a dancers body. I just couldn’t understand why Zayn didn’t love me. Why did he continue to have sex with me, but then leave me like I was a used condom or something? I was just so confused, how could I have fallen in love with someone, who wanted nothing to do with me? I watched tears fall from my eyes and down my cheek, I was so tired of being sad about this, I was so tired of not being loved. I had this plan, while I was over summer, that I was going to come back here and not be put back under Zayn’s spell. I was going to find love, I was going to stop being Zayn’s bitch and I was going to move on, but he side tracked me like he always does. But this unicorn is done this time, this unicorn wants to find love, this unicorn wants to be loved. “This unicorn is not going to be Zayn’s bitch anymore, I going to find myself a boyfriend and I am going to forget Zayn.” I wrapped a towel around my waist, looked over myself one more time with a sigh, before I headed down the hallway to our room. No one was around, Louis was with the two new kids at the computer lab, Zayn and Ed were probably getting high somewhere, Liam and Josh were using the school’s payphones. I dropped my towel, hanging it up on the hook that was attached to my bed, before I went over to my closet and pulled on some clothes (with no underwear). Out of the corner of my eye, I saw something yellow laying on my pillow, it was a note and I knew, who it was from before I read it. I opened it up nonetheless and read it to myself, it said:

‘Lucy,

I am up on the roof with Ed, come up and hang out with me, I am feeling sort of horny. Ed will leave and give us alone time, it’s not like I want him to watch us, don’t worry.

See you soon, Lucy,

Zayn.’

    I wasn’t going to go, I wasn’t going to give him what he wanted, this was going to be my first time disobeying him. I pulled on a beanie, not wanting to style my hair for just going to the computer lab where Louis was, I grabbed my old ID card and left the room. Every year, two weeks into school, you go and get your picture taken for your new ID card, you use your old card until then and the newbies have temporary paper ones until they get their pictures taken. The computer lab was in the same building as the library, it was the smallest building on the grounds (since it was only the library and computer lab), it was also the cutest building in my opinion. It looked my cottage in a sense, with vines going up the sides of the building and it had flower boxes outside of the windows, it was two stories high and was filled with a lot of different book (they even had Twilight and Fifty Shades of Gray), plus the computer lab was filled with Macs. I swiped my ID and the doors automatically opened, I smiled at the librarian, a nice old lady, who reminded me of my aunt. I walked to the computer lab door, throwing it open and scaring Louis to fall off his seat. “Hey Lou-Lou, didn’t mean to scare you, I was just bored so I thought I would get online and bug people.” I sat down in a chair next to Niall and logged on, at JHS they have their own instant messaging thing, much like AIM or Facebook chat. You can sign in and talk to other people at the school or you could email them, I preferred to IM any chance I get, it’s fun. My computer binged and scared me a little bit, I turned off the sound before I went along to read the message: