Every Rose Has It's Thorn

Chapter 30

ALLY'S POV

My head pounded making me awake and I immediately threw up on the side of the bed. I knew I shouldn't have gone to the club last night. Cassie ran in because she heard my dying animal noises.

"Oh my god!" She panicked. She grabbed a towel and put it on the ground so I couldn't throw up much more on it. She rubbed my back and tried pulling my hair out of the way but I already threw up in it so it doesn't really matter. I coughed and laid on the edge of the bed just in case I have to puke again.

"I shouldn't have took you out last night.." She sighed.

"I'm fine- Cass really." I said between coughs. When I was sure I was finished I laid back.

"Take some ibuprofen and I'll start the shower. And I guess I'll clean this up too."

"Its fine. I got it." I stood up but fell.

"I'll clean it up.." She grabbed my shoulder and smiled a bit.

"Ash!!" She called.

"Yea?"

"Get Ally some ibuprofen!"

"Okay!" With that being said, I took a pill and sat in the shower. I let the drops flow down my body as I just relaxed. I didn't stay in for long. I just wanted sleep. Good old sleep to knock me out again. Take me away from this world and put me in a whole new one. Where my dreams of Andy still float in my head. I regret it when I wake up but they are the most amazing things right now. Besides his shirt. It smelled exactly like him. When I have it on, sleeping is so much better. I yearned to just feel his touch.. But our relationship was terrible. Fighting everyday! I wonder how he is doing because I am terrible.

"Are you okay?" Cassie knocked on the door.

"Yea.." I sighed. I turned the shower off and dried myself. When I returned to my room it no longer smelt bad. It smelt like lavender. Such a nice smell. I laid in bed wearing nothing but Andy's shirt. Well I had underwear on but no bra or pants. I needed to feel him there with me. It feels like I saw him recently. I don't remember yesterday. I just slowly fell into a black pit. Then my stomach hurt so I woke up. I just want sleep again and to not be bothered. I locked the door and fell asleep.

"Ally!" Cassie knocked on the door.

"What!?" I groaned back.

"Someone wants to see you downstairs!" Ughhhh! I don't need no one right now!!

"I'll be down!" Which was a lie. I threw some pants on and a bra. Then changed my shirt to fall asleep again.

Hands wrapped around my feet as they tried pulling me off the bed.

"You need to get up!!" She groaned.

"Just leave me in my depression.." I shoved my face in the pillow only to let out little cries.

"Ally. Please get up." A different voice said. I immediately jolted up to see the one man that I needed in my life right now.

"Jinxx.." I cried. I got up and ran into his arms that he had wide open. I grabbed his leather jacket and squeezed it tightly in my weak fists.

"Shhh. Its okay Ally." He hummed in my ear. I just cried more. We both sat on the ground because I couldn't stand no more. I love Jinxx. I needed him more than ever right now. He is the only person who understands me in so many different ways. My breathing became hitched and he made me look up at him.

"Stop..." He cupped my face in his warm hands.

"I- can't." I said between my hitched breaths.

"Just give us a moment Cass." He said calmly.