Every Rose Has It's Thorn

Chapter 31

"... Me and Andy broke up..." My voice cracked. His jaw dropped a bit.

"Your kidding me?"

"I wish I was.." I took a drink.

"What happened?!" He turned to me and crossed his legs in the couch.

"No offence Vic, but do you really care?" I asked and turned to him, crossing my legs back.

"Well, Yea. I always like helping people. Especially you. Your smile is to pretty to hide." I blushed and smiled. "See, its beautiful just like the rest of you."

"Well. We went to a rave party. You know those right?"

I ranted. An hour passed and I told him the whole story. I know I was wrong in the situation too. I told him that I acted like a bitch and how I over reacted. I told him about the rave and what had happened after it. Then I told him about how I spat on his face and he hurt my wrists. I told him about the whole thing about me running away before and how he mentioned it to me this time. About the tampon and whatnot. Then came the difficult part... Chase.

"Then he said something about my ex. Chase."

"Who is that?" He asked. I bit my lip. I'm not going to tell him everything.

"It's okay if you don't want to tell me. I understand."

"It's fine. Chase was my ex boyfriend. He did a lot of bad thing. He hurt me and violated me. He's just a fuck up of my past. But Andy brought him up. I slapped him."

More of the rant happened, and Vic listened to every second of it. I told him a little bit more about him. Like why I got so pissed when Chase was mentioned. How he had raped me and drugged me and abused me. Not all of it. I trusted Vic, hence why I was telling him about the fight in the first place. But there are things that I would like to keep secret. None of you guys know what happened behind Chase's doors. Only me and Jinxx. But I told him that me and him breaking up and how he instantly wanted me back. That I had been staying at Cassie's house with Ash. Even that I had cheated on Andy with Ash. Then how i haven't been eating anymore, that I throw up acid. His face is concerned and distraught. Then the last couple of things that I went to clubs and had Cassie there for me and we kissed before. Then I stole Andy's shirt and can't stop thinking of him.

"Tell me you don't cut.." He was sad.

"No. I used to but I stopped for a while."

"I know this is what you want after telling me all of this." He stood up. I stood up after him a little shaky as tears flowed down my cheeks. He opened his arms. I shuffled over to him and hugged him, crying into his shirt as I clasped his shirt in my fists. He put his chin on my head. He isn't as tall as Andy that's for sure but he was still taller than me. I backed away and looked at his shirt then gasped. Eyeliner stained his white shirt.

"Oh my god I am so sorry!" I gasped.

"Its okay. I can wash it off Ally." He laughed.

"I just-" I wiped the bottom of my eyes.

"I'll tell you what. How about you come over tomorrow and I'll take your mind off of all of this?"

"Sounds great." I hugged him one last time before we got into the car. We drove back to Ash's house.

"Do you want me to walk you to the door?" He asked.

"That's really sweet but I prefer you don't. If the door is locked then I have to knock on the door then Cassie will think I slept with you." I giggled.

"Okay. I'll pick you up around 5 tomorrow, is that good."

"Yes." I smiled. He grabbed my hand and kissed it lightly.