Dear Notepad,
"I am not a bad person.I am not a bad person." I keep telling myself. No one understands what it's like to be broke in a world where money is everything! I do it a few times a week, that's it, I mean is that bad? Selling the only thing that held my innocence? Sometimes I enjoy the feeling but other times I just become completely disgusted with myself. I look at things in a different point of view then others.People see me as an uneducated teenage slut which is not true! I have respect for my body and all but it's the money that gets me into these situations. I searched day and night for a job and was out of luck! I made up this plan and soon enough I had enough money to buy me a car but the main reason for all of this is to pay for my college tuition. I mean....Am I wrong for giving myself up to men that I don't even know? Or am I just doing what I have to do?It's so difficult handling all of this by myself especially when all of my friends are disgusted of me. I have an appointment set up for 12 and it's 11:45. I have 15 minutes to change my life around.What do I do ?
