Dear Journal,
Wow! You wouldn't believe what happened to me yesterday! Journal I had sex for the first time with two girls ahaha aha NOT ONE ,TWO! It felt so great just even kissing the girls but being inside them and able to see their faces in pleasure made me excited! To top it off they were both cheerleaders at my school and the weird thing is I'm the average kid no one pays attention to but yet I somehow had them in bed with me. What does this mean? Mann I don't know. I feel like I have power and control and nobody can tell me what I should and shouldn't do.After that night at the party,my whole behavior,attitude and even my body changed.....and I liked it! Now I don't want to be judged for what I did and have done but just know once you get that ounce of pleasure that I got,you wouldn't want to stop! I would show you how it was done but you're just a journal and Madison's coming over . Oh shit, I think I hear her coming up the stairs and I'm not even prepared for her yet .... Gotta go!