Dear secret thoughts,
I know Brian is cheating on me! Have you ever had someone that you loved so much that it hurt cheat on you?No, of course not,you're just a stupid notebook! Well let me tell you,it's not the best feeling in the world! I possibly do everything a girlfriend is suppose to do,I cook, spoil him a little bit, give him good sex etc. but it's just not enough for his ass! Some say that I'm too perfect of a girlfriend and that I need to change. Too perfect? How can one be "Too Perfect?" It's either you're perfect or you're not! I found out he was cheating when we both went to our favorite ice cream shop,down the block, and they had gave me the wrong order! Need I remind you that I'm not crazy. Just let me explain.When Brian and I always go to the ice cream shop,we order the same thing,him a two scooped rocky road sundae and me a cookies and cream waffled cone. Every time we go there,they already know what we want so we don't order but this time they gave him what he wanted and gave me a gummy bear caramel sundae! I asked the server,phillip, why he had given me something completely different and he had said that my boyfriend had came in one afternoon with another young lady with similar looks as I and that he must have gotten us mixed up! I know what you're thinking ," Oh it could have been his cousin or his sister," but that's the thing.......he has no family members out here in San Diego.I haven't confronted him yet. Should I? Or is this the acts of being a horrible girlfriend because I don't trust him? The worse thing is that my identical sister keeps telling me about this guy she's been dating and how he's so perfect! I'm texting her right now..... She says she's on a date with him right now at an ice cream shop not too far from me.Wait. Oh shit!
Excuse me while I have some business to go handle....
