Dear Insider,
"Hey Bro,you're the man on field,can't get manlier than that"they say. Well I'm tired of putting up a front to the entire school;I want to finally tell them my secret but how would they take the fact that I'm gay? Will they resent me?Call me sick names? Think I'm weak? You just don't know how hard it is to try to flirt with girls when my friends are around especially the friend that I'm in love with. Christian Tanner is his name;What perfect,chocolate brown eyes he has with his straight glistening teeth....okay I'm going to stop now before I make myself well you know.I'll just tell them when the right time comes but as far as telling Chris my feelings about him, I think I'll just wait. Baby steps.......
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