𝑀𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 // 𝐞𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐱

5

⚠️3rd person from here on out⚠️

max cycled home as quickly as she could, wanting to avoid El at all costs. after the day she had had, all max wanted to do was flop on her bed and listen to some music.
as she cycled down the road approaching her house, max took a deep breath in, feeling the cold january air flood her lungs, before exhaling softly, watching as a puff of smoke drifted through the air.

dumping her bike on the lawn, max walked up to the front door, opening it slowly, not wanting to cause any attention to herself from her stepbrother. thankfully, she was successful, and she made her way up the stairs to her bedroom, before - as she had planned- carefully placing a record on to her record player (it was max's current favourite band, fleetwood max), and flopping down on to the bed.

Max let out a sigh. and almost instantly, a million thoughts bombarded her foggy head. these thoughts consisted of what if she finds out it's you? and if she knows it's you, will she still want to be friends? and the occasional oh my god what if she likes me back?! which was then put down by well done. you've ruined another friendship. max closed her eyes in exhaustion, and feeling overwhelmed, she felt the best thing to do was to let the music flow in and out. dreams by fleetwood mac was blasting- her favourite song. she listened to the music more deeply than ever before, allowing her body to become possessed over its wrath, which wasn't a bad thing in max's case. all she wanted to do was forget.

forget about the note;

forget about life;

forget about el.

a/n: hey yall! sorry this chapter was so short i just needed a filler. also i'm kinda having a mental health downer so i'm gonna take a lil break.
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