My Yoongi My Privilege - Swaggy Girlfriend

Day we became One

"Oppa!?” I stood there froze.

“Ah-I found you. Won’t you let me in?” He quired.

“Uh-yeah! Come in, please.”

‘And the saddest fear
Comes creepin’ in
That you never loved me
Or her or anyone or anything…Yeah
I knew you were trou….

I rushed and paused the song which was playing. I noticed that, he was in the same suit. As soon as he entered, exploration began. He was walking around the home like it was his own. I was following his steps biting my nails. He glanced the drawing room, the sofa, some magazines on the table, the kitchen, and he reached my study place(all my books were neatly stacked-hehe), my computer and my files, and he looked up the wall,

Few BTS posters, their inspirational quotes, scribblings scattered on the wall – I Love you Bangtan, Saranghae!, 3 dollars, everybody say Noooo, I love sprite, J-Hoooooppppppeeeeeeeee, I’m a good boy, Purple world, International Playboy, the whole fanchant, Worldwide Handsome, Min Suga- Genius!! And a large, cute picture of Yoongi…….

Before he notices all these, I blabbered “I-I’ll go and get something for you” and rushed to the Kitchen. He was keenly scanning the wall with a smile. He was very surprised. It looked like he never visited an Army’s house before.

I made some coffee from well roasted beans and some cookies. He was still near my table glancing over a book.

“Here-Refresh yourself” I handed him the Cup.

He took a sip and said looking around my study room “I can’t accept if my home’s gonna look like this in future!!”

“Ah-wait-what!? YOUR HOME!?!?"

“Coffee tastes good” He took another sip.

“Thank you, I’m an expert, by the way” (proud AF)

“No thank you and sorry between, friends.” He smiled and kept aside the cup. He rubbed his hands “So…before the watch stops working again, I have to tell why I’m here. Would you allow me to tell what I’m about to say and spare your time?”

“Of course, sure. I’m not busy, so I can”

He nodded slightly and stepped forward a bit. The moment he came near me, my heart started racing and my breath hitched. I lowered my eyes immediately to the floor.

“Look at me” He lifted up my chin with his hand “My Eyes….Focus”

I didn’t have the strength to disobey his orders. Those Deep black eyes which would kill me with a mere stare. It’s even harder to breath now, it became heavy. It was as-if a big boulder was placed on top of my chest.

“I never told this to anyone before. I won't lie that, I didn’t love anyone before, but it’s not the same, this feels different. And I’m determined. I can’t promise that I’ll be there for you whenever you need or want me to be, that’s how my life is. But I need you to be with me. It’s not about want or wish or a choice, this is my heart’s need.” He finished.

“Ha! I know this is a dream, it’s so nice and I wish the dream would never end.” I widened my eyes.

He giggled “You are playful at everything. What can I do to prove this is real?”

“So-this is your way of saying I Love You, Will you marry me, If I’m not wrong?”

“I Love you is for losers” he said with swag dripping in his words. I giggled. He would never change. I looked into his eyes again….

“Mr. Min Yoongi, I would like to tell you that I’m not a kind of a person who shows emotions easily, who gets along with people well, who enjoys the world like others do, who has so many friends to hang out. I always waited for that one person, whom I can trust, dedicate myself, and give my whole heart to take care of. And, I decided that one person to be you, not now, but a long time back. You are late."

He grabbed my cheeks and kissed my forehead.

“And I warn you, I’m not a rough person, but I’m tough to deal with. The life you’ve chosen won’t be easy, it’s not like how others fancy, not every moment will be sweet and enjoyable, you have to face many hardships……”

I closed his mouth with my hands and nodded.

“Yes-Yes sir, I can understand. And It’s not my choice, it’s destiny. I’m not Min Suga’s girl, if I get broken for-whatever. It’s nothing when comparing with what you’ve undergone and experienced, when I have you by my side.”

He leaned forward, pulled me closer and gently kissed my lips. It was so soft and gentle that, I forgot him as Suga, the rapper of BTS, the achiever, the genius and I, a student, a worker in United Nations, our “I’s” disappeared and it felt like “WE” were one soul.

I opened my eyes and gazed his face with love. Well, do I have the right to squeeze his cheeks now? I laughed at my own thought and ruined that so called romantic feel.

“What’s wrong?” He smiled too.

I started laughing harder shaking my head. He pulled me closer grabbing my hips “If you tell the matter, it’ll give me the pleasure to laugh.”

“Your cheeks…” I pointed the cheeks.

“What’s with that?

"Anything bad?” He touched his cheeks.

I removed his hands and squeezed it hard.

“What are you doing?” His voice sounded like a cat stuck between a wall.

“Saranghaeyo, Yoongi-ah. I may be a loser like you said but, I’m glad to be one!!”

“But you won Me!!"