After it all (Countryhumans)

11

Wait... What do you mean by you're leaving me... W-What did I do? Wait! Estland! D-don't leave me... In the cold...

I never got the chance to tell you th-

{Ukranada's POV}
-Ranada... Ukranada... UKRANADA! WAKE UP! shouted someone and he was shaking my body. I opened my eyes which felt watery. I slowly got up and turned to observe Estland's face. His eyes were filled with awareness. He still had his left hand on my back which he used to shake me up. I touched my face and felt my cheeks were wet.

-What happened? I asked Estland and he sat down on the bed with me.

-You fell asleep and I got off of your bed and went back to my room, Your roommate came bursting trough my door and her eyes were wide open. She took my arm and pulled me back to your room and showed that you were crying and whimpering in fear in your dream. My first reaction was to try to wake you up, so I did, you weren't waking up. So I thought that maybe a hug will calm you down. It did kinda work because you were clinging on me and holding my shirt real tight and tears were rolling down slower. But when you let me go, you cried again in your dreams and clinged onto me again. Then I thought that it was better for me to wake you up. And now you're awake... What happened?

After the explanation that Estland gave, memories jogged back to my head. I don't remember what happened in the dream but if I ended up clinging on Estland, it gotta be horrible. I only cling on Estland when something is wrong or scary. Actually, I cling on any near by objects or humans. Speaking of memories, I just remembered about last evening... Did I really do all that?! Did I really asked Estland to take off my clothes!? Did I really hold his hand!? And most importantly, did I really not hide my blush from him?! WHAT! I was pushing myself to the edge of the bed and I fell down on my back. Estland's reaction was of course to check if I was alright. My cheeks were burning so I hid it with my hands. I'm even burning my hands! I turned my body to not face Estland and bring my knees up to my chest.

-Did I really say all that?

-Yup.

So it was true... I'm an idiot! I felt my body being carried and lay on something nice and soft. I took my hands away and looked at Estland who gently put me down on my bed. My face of course went back to being all red. I can't handle Estland's ways of kindness! He does nice things for me but in a weird way. And not to mention that I'm heavy and he just carried me like I'm air, like I'm nothing. HOW?! I mean, if he got it from his dad, then that is possible.

-Wanna go back to sleep? It's the middle of the night. Your roommate told me to sleep here and not back at my room, to make sure that you don't cry again. Estland asked and I nodded. He got up and sat on Jenny's bed with his arm crossed. I turned my body to not face him and I eventually fell asleep.

{Estland's POV}
I watched Ukranada fall asleep and when she did, I lay myself on her roommate's bed. I took the blanket and covered my body with it. I looked at Ukranada's back side and saw that she wasn't shaking so I closed my eyes.

~~~~~~~

How could you!

I trusted you!

And you turned away!

Leaving me to die in the coldness!

Karma will come after you!

I thought we were best friends! Nothing could separate us!

LIAR!

I woke up in a puddle of sweat. My body was pined down on the bed. I looked beside me and saw Ukranada pinning me down with her arm which was on my chest. Her other hand was holding my sleeve tightly. I was able to turn my body facing Ukranada and she was still sleeping. I looked up and saw the window was open letting fresh air to come in. It was already morning. Maybe 7 a.m.? Ukranada started to shake and I looked down instantly. She wasn't shaking in fear, thank god, she was just cold. I put the blanket over her and she snuggled her body at my chest. It wasn't the first time she does this, whenever we have a sleepover and we sleep on the same bed, she would cling onto me and snuggle at my chest. I tried to get up but she keeps not letting me go.

-Warmmmm... She hold the 'm' quite long. I understood what she wanted so I lay back down and hugged her. She puts her hands on my chest and the tips were very cold. I hold her closer to me and pat her head slowly. She was taking advantage of my heat. I don't mind one bit, I actually like the feeling of taking care of someone.

-Hey is Uk- entered Rana's roommate and her eyes were wide open when she saw us. I instantly got up, forcing Ukranada to let me go which caused her to wake up, which I never meant to do it. She got up slowly, groaning and did a W-sitting on the bed and rubbed her eyes. She looked around, seeing that we were on the same bed, she jumped a bit.

-Wasn't I on my bed and not Jenny's? Ukranada asked and looked at me.

-Yeah, you're supposed to, when I woke up, you were clinging onto me for dear life. I explained and she had a questioned look.

-Want some breakfast? You guys don't need to change out of your pjs, everyone are in them. Jenny said and walked away. I turned my head and Ukranada rubbed her eyes again.

-Let's go? She asked and got out of bed and stretched and I did the same.

While walking down towards the kitchen, I kept scratching my neck, my chest and kept swiping up my front hair, which falls at the same place every time, from time to time. I leaned on the wall in the elevator and me and Ukranada were the only ones in it. She leaned on the same wall next to me. She rest her head on my shoulder and starting to fall asleep. To prevent that from happening, I lift my shoulder which made her eyes open.

-Don't fall asleep. I ordered her but gently. She mumbled under her breath and groaned.

-But I'm tireeeed! She whined and I shrugged.

-Well, you can't. Sorry.

-Fiiiiinnnnne. Then can I have a hug instead?

-As long as you don't fall asleep in my arms then I'm fine. I said and opened my arms for her to have space to do a hug. She leaned her body on my chest and I caught her in time before she fell on her knees.

-Sorry...

-It's fine.

{Author's note}
I was thinking of doing an oneshot book of countryhumans, but! Not the devils work! Nah nah! A book where I write fluff chapters because I'm great at that! What do you think?

K. Thanks for reading!

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