After it all (Countryhumans)

16

{Ukranada'sPOV}

I flopped on my bed and muffled my screams of joy with the pillow. The creation of pillows are great. I looked around when I was done screaming and saw I was alone. I found it weird since I woke up and Jenny was still sleeping. I sat on my bed and my cheeks were red and I had a huge smile. I can't stop smiling at myself. I jumped when Jenny surprised me from behind. I looked behind me and I saw that she was smiling at me widely.

-Why are you smiling weirdly? She asked and I looked at her, deciding if I should tell her or not. I decided not to, because I don't want it to spread if Estland doesn't want. I shook my head and made my smile smaller. She looked at me, not believing me that there was nothing amazing that just happened in my life. She asked me if I already had breakfast and I nodded and she went out the room.

Someone knocked on the door so I thought it was Jenny, but she had her card with her. I asked who it was and it was Estland's voice who asked me if I can let him in. I got off of my bed and went to open the door. Estland had already changed.

-Hey Ukranada, Rose and Canada told us to go down to the lobby. They have something to announce. He said.

-Do I have to change?

-Better to do it.

-Okay, I'll be there. He nodded and walked away. I closed the door and gave a heavy sigh. I just wanted to stay in my room.

I looked in the closet that I shared with Jenny. I grabbed the first thing that I saw. A stripped black and white long sleeved shirt, over it was a big white shirt, the sleeves covers my biceps and the bottom covers half of my quadriceps. I was also wearing tall black socks that reached till my knees. I was also wearing shorts.

I went out of the room when I tied my hair up in a ponytail. I was the only one in the hallway so I thought that I was late. I rushed down and used the stairs and skipped bunch of steps and hope to god that I won't trip and fall to my death.

I arrived at the lobby and everyone was on the couch and looked quite sad. I looked around and saw one of the girls had her hoodie up to cover half of her face. Leaving exposed her shaking mouth to try and hold back crying. I saw Rose reading a letter and walking back and forth around us. I went over to the girl who was trying her hardest not to cry and I hugged her, not even knowing why she's crying. Rose flopped down on a cushion and hold her head with her hands and started to shake. I let the girl go and jogged towards her. I sat next to her and rubbed her back and she looked at me, about to cry. I took the piece of paper that she crumbled form anger. I unfold it carefully to not rip it. I read and when I arrived till the end, I was shocked at what I read. My emotions were clear by just looking at me because Rose said this with her shaking voice.

-I'm sorry... I knew it was your guy's dream to fight in the Olympics... And suddenly, we got kicked out...

-WHAT THE HELL! I shouted, not able to hide my anger any longer. My voice made everyone turned to me, worried. Estland almost jumped off of his seat when I shouted. I crumbled the paper and whispered sorry in between my gritted teeth. I was mad. My eyes was turning fiery red from anger and I felt like smokes came out of my ears. -WE CLEARLY PASSED AND THEY SAID THAT WE DIDN'T! HOW COU-

-Calm down Ukranada, we'll figure it out... Okay? I was stopped by a hug from behind and whisper in my ear. It was a nice calm tone which made me calm down a bit. I looked behind and it was Canada who was hugging me and patting my head. He carried me and placed me on his lap and rubbed circles behind my back and hugged me. I hold his shirt and hid my face using his chest.

I was the longest one to calm down. Everyone were in their rooms and I was alone with my thoughts. I sat on the chair in the kitchen and I had my hands crossed on the table and I lay my head on it. In front of me was an empty glass of water which I finished drinking.

I am pissed. I was thinking about how can we continue the Olympics with the boys. It was my biggest dream to go there, and when it happened and I thought that nothing can get worst when I confessed my love to Estland and he accepted, this happened out of nowhere! A tear came out of my eye and I wiped it away. My eyes were swore of crying my anger out.

-Are you crying again? A voice asked and he put his hands on my shoulders and I flinched. I turned around and saw it was Estland. He smiled at me warmly. -C'mon, give me a smile. I wanna see my sunshine happy again.

-How can I be happy when this just happened!

-You have to be strong and brave. Sure, these things rarely happens, but that doesn't mean you have to give up hope! He said and lowered his smile.

I turned away. I don't like people talking to me when I'm in a bad mood. Estland sighed and I thought he gave up of comforting me like the others, but he took a chair and sat next to me and grabbed my hand which had the bracelet. He connected it and rubbed the back of my hand with his thumb and looked in my eyes.

-I'll make Canada do something, alright? He said and I looked at him.

-How?

-I'll figure it out. Don't worry.

{Author's note}
I found out why my head hurts every time! I didn't drink enough...

I think you guys already know where I got the inspiration to make this book.

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