Is that a yes? ///Ķüŕřøķëñ///

-///chapter 5///-

Kuroos pov

After a while we walked kenma played on his psp and I watched him after a few minutes passed we got to my girlfriends house so I left kenma on the sidewalk for a second and went and knocked on the door.
A little girl with blonde hair opened the door and yelled

"ONEESAN YOUR BOYFRIEND IS HERE"

"She will be down in a second"

"Thankyou uh-"

"Aiko"

"Thankyou Aiko then"

"Mhm..."
We stranded awkward outside for a while until finally Aikos sister came down came down

"Hey sorry im late baby, my alarm didn't go off in time"

"Its all good"
She walked outside in her uniform for school with her hair curled her little sister slammed the door shut and we giggled and started to walk towards kenma but he didnt have his psp and was just waiting there

"You look really pretty today sweetheart"

"Aww thankyou tetsurou-san"

"No problem"
We started walking and the silence felt uncomfortable for a while until Sienna broke the silence

"So karsyn are you dating anyone"
Kenma looked annoyed I didn't want to say anything about it because I already know she will keep calling him karsyn

"No im not-" kenma responded while rolling his eyes

"Oh well thats to bad"

"But I honestly don't blame anyone if I wasn't dating Tetsurou-san I wouldn't date you either you would be my last choice dating anyone" she explained while having a smirk on her face

I didnt know what to say I just kept silent I peeked over at kenma with the corner of my eye and I could see tears starting to for in his eyes. I didnt say anything about that either I just quickly looked back and kept the uncomfortable silence once again.

We finally got to school and kenma walked off to his classroom and me and Sienna walked off to ours.

Kenmas pov

I fucking hate her and she clearly hates me. But maybe she was right im single and I would be the last choice if anyone were two date me I would be at the bottom. I'm to skinny, im not strong I dont have abs I'm not tall,you can even see my ribs. I dont get enough sleep so I have eye bags,god, she is right I do look ugly Kuroo wouldnt even want to date me  did you hear him this morning he loves her she looks good she lookes pretty she has curls she has pretty red brown eyes shes beautiful im not her im ugly im useless im to skinny im not strong I dont have abs im...
 

                                  Useless...

The bell rang so that ment it was time for lunch I didnt bring a lunch of course I didnt im stupid fuck.

I walked to the roof where me and kuroo have eaten since we were kids then I sall Sienna and kuroo "making out..."
I ran as fast as I could I ran through people not caring if I got bruises on my shoulders or legs I ran out of the school and ran as fast as I could home. I got to my house after a  minute of running I ran I side my house slamming the door shut behind me and flopped on my bed.
I cried so hard forgetting that we even had school and practice I didnt care about it im bad at  anyway so it doesn't even matter.

Im pathetic im crying over something that can never happen I cant be with kuroo the one man I've ever loved and understands me and cares for me and would do anything for me but thats not something to cry over im just being pathetic.

I rubbed the salty tears off of my rosy red cheeks  after a minute of laying down on my bed I passed out.

~tImE SkIp~

I woke up to a phone call from kuroo I picked up my phone and sall I missed 25 missed calls from him I picked up the phone.

"KENMA"

"What kuro"

"WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU IVE CALLDD YOU 25 FUCKING TIMES YOU BETYER HAVE A GOOD EXPLANATION"

"Kuroo im at my house calm down-"

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME IM NOT GONNA CALM DOWN I WAS WORRIED SICK FOR YOU YOU DUMBASS YOU MISSED 25 CALLS FOR ME AND IM SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR  EXCUSE NOW BECAUSE IT BETTER BE FUCKIN GOOD"

"KUROO I DIDNT FUCKING FEEL GOOD NOW CALM THE FUCK DOWN"

"I-"
Before he could say anything else I quickly hung up. I started crying again i screamed into the pillow leaving wet drops all over it.
I laid back down and fell asleep a few minutes later I woke up to knocking on my door. I got up and walked put of my room and to the door I opened it slowly carelessly about how I look. I opened the door to kuroo...

"Kuroo what do you want"

"...kenma im sorry I freaked out on you and called you a dumbass"
There was silence for a minute I didnt say anything while kuroo looked up at me and gasped

"OH MY GOD KENMA ARE YOU OK"

"Yes im fine why-"

"WHY ARE YOUR EYES SO RED YOU LOOK SO PALE ARE YOU SURE YOUR OK"
He was cute when he was worried besides

"Yes kuroo im fine now what do you want"
He sighed and looked sad that I kept turning back to that topic

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry and do you forgive me"

I wanted to say no but I couldn't say that to his cute face

"Yes I forgive you-"i mumbled under my breath

"What"

"I said yes I forgive you-"i mummies slightly louder

"Kenma I still can't hear you"

"Oh my god kuro your deaf I said YES I FORGIVE YOU"

"Oh I know I jsut wanted to hear it again"
I rolled my eyes trying to hide my smile while blushing slightly.
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(Wowwweee that was long 1023 words in all I honestly cant believe I did that but I hope you like this one it has more angst in it so I hope you like it author out-)