Is that a yes? ///Ķüŕřøķëñ///

-///chapter 26///-

Kuroos pov

Akaashi opened the door and I was trying to catch my breath but he just looked genuinely pissed off when he sall me.

I think I fucked up...

"Hey kuroo so nice to see you again, how are you"

"Whos at the door!!"

I could here bokutoo yell from across the apartment, wow even bokutoo is here heh...

Akaashi walked out of the door and shut it behind him.

"Alright look pip squeek, why the fuck are here if you here to pick up some of your shit then and talk crap to kenma you can get the fuck out of here."

"W-What n-no akaashi im here to apologize to kenma-"

"Oh what that your sorry that you fuckibg broke his heart and litterly destroyed him and made him want to kill himself because of your stupid little girlfriend and that he was there for you always but you never were-"

"A-kaashi yes im a little scared to speak but yes im here to apologize for being a horrible bestfriend-"

"No you weren't just a horrible bestfriend you were a horrible HUMAN BEING"

"I know and im sorry im deeply sorry I didn't realize it im sorry im so so sorry"

"Im not the one you should be apologizing too kuroo"

We sat there in silence for a few minutes until bokutoo walked out

"Akaashi what's taking you so lo-"

"Oh hey kuroo"

"So good to see you"

"Bokutoo im so-"

"Save it for kenma he's inside"

I gave bokutoo a look saying im sorry and went inside I went to kenmas room and knocked

"Akaashi I already told you im not hungry I don't feel like eating right this second"

I knocked again hoping he would answer the door

"Akaashi just please go away right now I dont feel like talking about kuroo he hates me and thats it"

When he said that my heart crushed I felt like I was having a heart attack, did I really fuck him up that bad...

I hesitantly knocked again I felt like shit that I not only said that to him but now he fucking thinks I actually do I dont know what hurts more having the love of m-
MY BESTFRIEND thinking that I hate him or saying I hate him, it doesn't matter either way they both happened so its in the past...

"Akaashi I swear to fucking God WHAT"

He swung the door open, his eyes were red and puffy his hair was up
He kinda looked cute if you think about it...

"Kuroo I haven't talked to you or your girlfriend nor gone near her in that past two weeks so you can save it and get out"

"Kenma wait..."

"What kuroo"

"Im sorry"

"Ha yea right"

"Seriously kenma im so so fucking sorry I fucked up im so sorry I didn't believe you and I believed that stupid bitch and I'm so sorry I  was so careless and selfish  that I litterly made you almost kill yourself and I didnt even care after im so sorry that I fucked up and that I fucking bullied you and called you useless and a freak and a monster kenma im so fucking sorry, im sorry I called her kitten im sorry that I let her do that stupid stupid fucking shit to you im sorry that I was blinded by her and that I didn't see you im sorry I believed her and not you ik sorry I was such a horrible friend and human being im sorry I didn't give a fuck ik sorry I let her beat you up especially when you needed my help and I didnt do anything and just laughed at your pain im sorry I let people bully you im sorry I wasn't there im sorry I broke are promise when we were younger im sorry I couldn't help you when you almost killed yourself im sorry that I didn't care and my friend even cared more than I did im sorry I didn't stand up for you im sorry I let everyone treat you like shit im sorry I let her treat you like shit im sorry I fucked you up im sorry I didn't make sure you ate everyday and every meal im sorry I cared more about volleyball than I did about you im sorry I didn't believe you when you said that you didn't cut the jersey im so sorry that I wasn't there when you needed me im sorry I laughed and rolled my eyes at your pain im so sorry that night at the party im so so so sorry that I thought you were Sienna and I kept going on im sorry that you think I hate you because  I dont fucking hate you you are my bestfriend and have been since elementary school, IM SORRY THAT I TREATED YOU LIKE SHIT AND OUT OF ALL PEOPLE DIDNT BELIVE YOU IM SORRY MY FRIEND CARED MORE ABOUT YOU THAN I DID KENMA IM SO SO SO SORRY THAT YPU WNATED TO KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE OF MY STUPID IDIOT SELF ABSORBED SELF,Kenma I would've killed myself the same day if I didnt get a text from bokutoo that you weren't dead..."
(That was 425 words long holy fuck)

At this point I was on the floor crying and so was kenma I hugged him as tight as I could, it felt  nice to feel him again and see him it felt nice to do just hug him again I dont know why but-

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(Holy shit that was long what do you guys think whats going to happen next it was very hard to Wright all of that, no it wasn't I was for real on a role but anyways I appreciate all of the support you guys have been giving me but author out-)