Is that a yes? ///Ķüŕřøķëñ///

-///chpater 20///-

Kenmas pov

I woke up to my alarm clock going off at 8 im tired I normally stay up way later but im just on my video games FUCK WE HAVE VOLLEYBALL PRACTICE

I quickly got ready and brushed my hair and teeth grabbed my phone and rushed out the door.

I checked the time to make sure I wasn't running late but of course its only fucking 9 30 and practice starts at 10 fuck I hate being early. I put in my headphones and listened to the Playlist kuroo gave me.

"Oh hey kozume-san"

GOD FUCKING DANMIT I SWEAR TO GOD IF THATS SIENNA

"I was just wondering if you could give this to tetsurou-san or you can just drop it off in his locker"
She gave me the most evilest smile ever

"Sure I guess..."

"Oh yea I hope you and kuroo-san had fun while it lasted"
She walked off with leaving me stranded on the sidewalk by myself, what did she mean by that.

I finnaly got to the gym and got dressed of course a few people were there but not much so the locker room was empty.

I sall kuroos dads jersey ripped up I picked up the scissors with the cloth all on it

"Oh my god who would do this..."

"KENMA WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING"

Of fucking course kuroo walked in just my fucking luck...

"Kuroo its not what it looks like trust me its-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP KENMA THERES NO FUCKING EXCUSES FOR THIS WHY, JUST WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS KENMA"

"KUROO PLEASE ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE I WALKED IN HERE WITH A PRESENT FOR YOU AND-"

"I FUCKING HATE YOU KENMA THIS IS THE ONLY THING I HAD OF HIM"

"KUROO IT WASNT ME IM SOR-"

"Get the fuck out of my sight kenma"

"Wha-"

"GET THE FUCK OUT KENMA!"

I ran out crying I ran out of the gym I didnt care how much people were staring.

I ran as fast as I could until I sall Sienna...

"Aww im sorry did kuroo yell at you does he not want to be your friend anymore"

"Does he just fucking hate your guys now"
She kept giggling at me

"Why did you do this Sienna..."

"Oh you see its really simple you were in me and kuroos was so I had to move you and this is one of the best and favorite ways I could do it,but your being so fucking pathetic im so sowwy that you little crush doesn't want to be your best friend anymore for something that I did but framed you with it"

She kept giggling with glee, I fell on the floor its like my body juts gave up all the way she started kicking my chest and stomach and beating my face I couldn't do anything I was to weak.

"Remember when I said stay the fuck away from kuroo but you didn't and I said that you would regret that well I bet you do now huh dont fuck with me and stay the fuck away from tetsurou-san got it"

She walked away just like that I started coughing up blood, I just sat there curling up in a ball and all I wanted to yell was 'kuroo' im so fucking helpless fuck my bestfriend even fucking hates me im to fucking skinny I cant eat I cant do anything anymore.

Why do I even live...

Why do I exist...

Everyone hates me including myself...

Its not fair...

Its not fucking fair...

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(Holy shit this one hurt but to say something first kuroos dad isn't dead he litterly had to go live in America when kuroo was a little child sooo.... anyways I was very depressed today but thats all good but anyways author out ig-)