Secrets 2

Over

August

Its been about a hour since Nicki left .The Ciroc wore off of me, I sat on the couch trying to remember what the hell happened.

My Momma walked in the house with bags filled with groceries.

"I see your up,"she said placing her keys on the counter.

"August, "she said waving her hand over my face.

"What Ma,"I said sucking my teeth.

"Where's Nicki,and why my house look like a fucking hurricane. "

"We had a fight."

"Lord what has happened now."

"We just didn't see eye to eye and she left me."

"Does that explain her broken phone over there."

I shrugged my shoulders.

"That's a damn shame I told yo ass you was gonna drive her away."

"Ma she'll be back, she needs me."

"More like you need her. "

I sighed.

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Nicki

"I can't believe he hit me. "

"That's what all boys do that's why a girl as beautiful as you need a man."

I wiped my face with the Kleenex Michael gave me.We were at his penthouse which was nothing compared to his Mansion.

"I don't know what I need,"I said crying. "I see why so many girl's turn gay or bisexual. "

Michael laughed.

"So you want pussy now?"

I shrugged my shoulders.

"You gonna let August ass drive you crazy ,"he said looking at me.

"I Love Him Michael."

"Thats not no fucking love."

"I've been with this dude for almost four years."

"And I've been with Robin for almost two years but that doesn't mean I was happy with her or loved her .Its more like being with a person to avoid being alone ."

I sniffed.

"You always know what to say ,"I said as Michael flashed that smile.

"Thought it'd be better if a person with experience tell you wassup ,"he said as I looked at him.

"Are you listening too me ,cause I'm serious Nicki you need a man not a little ass boy."

I rolled my eyes as I laughed.

"Why you keep tryna be with me ."

"Cause I see potential in you ,August holding you back from the world I can show you ."

I rolled my eyes.

"Okay Michael," I said .

"So you gonna go back?"

"All my stuff back there ."

"I can buy you new clothes."

"No Michael ,if you really wanna help me take me too go get my clothes. "

"Come on ,"he said getting up.

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We pulled up to Mama Sheila house as my heart flipped .

I unbuckled my seat belt as I got out.

Michael walked a few feet behind me .

I knocked on the door,as Momma Sheila answered.

"Nicki !Thank God your okay,"she said hugging me as I hugged her back.

She reminded me of my own Mother who I rarely see.

"Whose this ,"she asked.

"This is Michael a friend of mines,he's here to help me pack ."

"August told me what happened and I don't blame you."

"I 'll help him,"she said as Michael followed her upstairs.

I walked up the steps as fast as I could,I could hear August cussing and fussing.

"Nicki you aint going no damn where."

"August please just let me get my shit so I can get the hell out of here."

"I'm sorry fa slappin you Ma,it wasn't me it was the alcohol."

"I don't give a fuck you have your Barbie too worry about now."

Michael and Momma Sheila packed my things as I helped.

When we finally were done packing everything into Michael's car ,August and I said our goodbyes.

"So you really leaving me."

"Yes I am August."

"Will we ever get back together ."

"I don't know ,"I said leaving.