Dead To Me

Avonlea

! TW !

I don't remember anything when i wake up, but the first thing i register is that Fred isn't here. for a second i get scared, before remembering that he went out with the Gryffindor quidditch team last night, but i wanted to stay here and sleep because i wasn't feeling well, even though i didn't tell him that. I just told him i was tired.

I take a deep breathe. The slight nausea feeling i had last night is still there, but i put it down to being hungry. I swing my legs over the side of the bed, before a horrible pain shoots up the right side of me, of my stomach. I scream, clutching my stomach, tears forming at the pain, almost making it hard to see. I take a deep breathe and stand up. Immediately feeling dizzy. i barely make it over to the sofa in the corner of my room before i have to sit down. I close my eyes, hearing the gentle knock at my door, but too sore and tired to say anything, so i just close my eyes.

It's still there when i wake up again, on the sofa. except it's dark outside, and i know i've slept away the day. I slowly stand up, the sharp pain still there, and i have to hold onto the arm of the chair to help myself stand. I look around the room, Fred isn't here. and i know i need to go and find him. I barely think about what's happening as i stumble down the corridors, past the students who are too engrossed in their own lives to notice me walking past. It feels like years until i reach Fred's dorm, and i'm out of breath, and i can barely see through the blurriness in-front of my eyes. I knock on the door, trying so so hard to stand up

When he opens the door, Fred is standing infront of me. He looks mad, as he towers above me.

Fred: you know if somethings wrong Avon, you talk to me ? you can't ignore me all day, stay in here and expect me to be okay with that ? Was it me going out with the team ? you seemed off just before that ? have i don't something ? I've been worried ? but that doesn't matter to you ?

I grab into his arm, and he stops talking, and looks at me.

A: Fred i-

Fred: Avon ?

I briefly register him standing there, asking if i'm okay because i don't look right, as i feel everything tilt around me, black spots clouding my vision, and i can't stand up anymore. As the sharp pain on my right side gets worse, and i clutch my stomach. i see Fred rushing forward as i fall.