Dead To Me

Avonlea

Draco: Avada Kedavra

I hold my breathe as i watch the green light fly towards me, tears welling in my eyes. And i almost can't move, but i do. i grab a book of his desk next to me and hold it up just in time for the unforgivable curse to hit it, the force throwing me against the wall behind me, and i'm lying on the floor, breathing heavily, tears running down my face.

For a second he looks shocked, like he regrets what came out of his mouth. He drops his wand and steps towards me, his arm out, but before he can say anything, before he can open his mouth, i interrupt him. Standing up, shaking.

Draco: i'm... im sorry oh my god. I didn't mean, fuck, are you okay, fuck i'm so sorry i-

A: i-

I'm still clutching the book. and i momentarily close my eyes before throwing it at him, hard. He smirks as he reaches his hand out and grabs it, inches away from his body.

Draco: you've known me long enough to know that wouldn't work Evergreen.

He steps towards me, holding the book under his arm, until he's inches away from me.

A: YOURE SO FUCKING SELFISH

i push him away from me, hard, so he falls on the floor. Yet i don't feel bad, not even slightly.

a: FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK. YOU. YOU STUPID LITTLE DADDYS BOY. fuck... you- you're your parents, how could anyone even deny that, as soon as anything gets hard, as soon as you're confronted... you're a fucking malfoy, through and through.

he stands up, and i can see the anger in his silver eyes.

Draco : ITS MY FUCKING LIFE, MY ARM YOU BITCH. MINE. FUCKING MINE. YOU ACCEPTED ME, YOU BROUGHT THIS UPON YOUSELF. DONT YOU DARE, DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT TO ME.

i sigh, and fold my arms.

A: It's my fucking life too. Fucks sake malfoy.You're not listening to me. You don't get it. what the fuck do you expect when you cast a FUCKING UNFORGIVABLE CURSE AT ME ?

Draco: no. no it's fucking not your life. fuck you, fuck everything about you. Maybe i meant it ? maybe i did.

A: what are you trying to say ?

I know what he's trying to say, i know.

Draco: maybe i mean it.

A: this isn't just about us Malfoy... this- you're not listen to what i'm trying to say

And he's not. not at all, as he walks towards the door. But it doesn't matter and i don't open my mouth, because now, now it not just me i have to take care of. it's not just me.