Dead To Me

Draco

She's soft, every part of her is soft and warm and perfect and it's like i've been waiting for this... dreaming about her. and the only thought in my head is finally, finally. and i know this is wrong, i know as i kiss down her neck, and as i run my fingers through her hair, but i don't stop, i can't stop.

Suddenly Avon pushes me back, hard, so i stumble against the brooms behind me. quickly grabbing her skirt, and her top, and the rest of her clothes.

Draco: Avonlea ?

She doesn't reply, just gets dressed, facing away from me. I walk up to her, and put my hand on her shoulder. She freezes under me, before moving away.

Avon: i shouldn't have done this... fuck i shouldn't have

Draco: It's... i'm sorry- i, please calm down

Avon: Fuck you.

And she runs out the room, slamming the door behind her, and i'm left alone, standing, shivering and confused. I throw my clothes on and slam the door behind me, making sure i turn the opposite way to Avon. I'm so confused, so fucking confused and scared and... in love. so so in love. i guess a part of me thought that if that happened i would get over her but i haven't, and i won't, i can't.