yours truly ❞ jaeyong

Day 013

March 26, 2021

Dear Jaehyun,

I applied for a job.

I'm just too tired arguing and fighting with my father so I did what he wanted me too, in exchange of letting me continue writing. This is torture, but I guess this is my consequences for letting him decided for me way back in college.

You don't have to feel bad for me (if ever you are), I'm still eating three times a day so I'm fine. I bet you are doing good, still studying law? That'll be long but I know it'll be worth it, that's what you wanted ever since we were young anyway. I'm happy for you.

You know what I wanted? It's that I'll be by your side while you're trying to pursue your dreams until you finally reach them. I wanna be a witness of your success, hardwork, and efforts.

I wanna be the one to wipe your sweat whenever you're working too hard, I wanna be the one to give you a hug you after a long tiring day, I wanna be the one to tell you that you did great after failing something, I wanna be the one to congratulate you first after achieving everything, I wanna be your moral support that you'll need- your strength.

Guess you don't want me to be "that" one.. but it's fine..

Yours Truly,
Yong

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note: this is unedited. please expect typographical and grammatical errors. thank you.