yours truly ❞ jaeyong

Day 011

March 12, 2021

Dear Jaehyun,

I started writing this on Monday, I got sa many things to tell you.

I told my dad engineering isn't my thing, he scolded me for it. Saying why did I even waste my time studying for years if I'll just give up now that I should be looking for work. How am I supposed to tell him that I only had the courage to do it now? I know I'm stupid. I know..

Maybe I should just really accept the fact that I should be an engineer. I'm crying right now and I hope you're here to comfort me. You're here to wipe my tears, to tell me that everything's gon be fine cause I'm with you.

I wrote this exactly on Friday.

I should be out there on the streets, looking for a job. But I'm stuck here inside my room, facing my desktop in the dark. I started writing novels again. I already release the first two chapters, there are some who's reading and I'm happy :)

Are your proud of me..? I hope you are..

Yours Truly,
Yong

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note: this is unedited. please expect typographical and grammatical errors. thank you.