April 23, 2021
Dear Jaehyun,
I'm crying.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you this sooner, but I've been having sleepless nights just to cry over you. I'm trying to have fun every time I went out of the house, yet putting up a fake smile is so tiring.
My body's giving up, this is not healthy for me and I know that. Can you blame me though? All I did was love, but you gave me pain. You're giving me pain. I'm just scared that this pain would turn into numbness.
I don't wanna be numb, I don't wanna affect other people who only wants me to be happy.
To be honest, I'm still hoping you'll come back, or atleast reply to my letters. However, after I wrote a letter for you.. my mind tells me otherwise. My mind is torturing me, saying you'll never come back- that you don't love me anymore.
Why do you have to this? Why do you have to leave me alone? I don't wanna doubt our friendship for 14 years and the 3 years we've been together, but now.. I just can't help but overthink every single night.
What was I to you, Jaehyun? Did you really love me?
Yours Truly,
Yong
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yours truly ❞ jaeyong
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