[Unorthodox Desire]Megumi Fushiguro x fem reader

INFORMATION

2/20/22 edit: Hello everyone. I wanted to say I'm so very grateful for all the love and support on this story. I love you guys and am trying to respond to all the comments but I'm not perfect. If you want to know how I'm doing or send me some love feel free to dm me for a response. 

To any new readers, I wanted to let you all know I wrote this in a very bad state about a year ago. Since then I've become a very very different person. The y/n in this story is showing signs of untreated bpd, an illness I was diagnosed with roughly 6 months ago. Please understand that a person with this disorder is very different from your average mentally ill person and feels things on a much higher level than most people. Things may seem overdramatic or contradictory or even manipulative. 

When I was writing this I was using it as an outlet to help comfort myself, meaning I put a lot of my own traits and problems into y/n. So when you call y/n a stupid slut or a dumb whore, you're in a way calling me that and you know with the bpd and stuff that shit hurts a little more than you'd think. (i know you guys don't mean to be rude or have any ill-intent but it still hurts when you say things like that) 

Anyways I just wanted to tell you all that, yes, this story is (supposedly) well written and humorous but it also deals with things that are sensitive and triggering in a big way. If you cant handle it, then you really shouldn't read it. 

and maybe refrain from commenting things that you wouldn't say to a real person or that could be kinda mean. 

I love your guys' support but please, I don't need to be told to get better or see a therapist or ask for help. I already have. 

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You are a student at jujutsu tech, a first-year like Megumi. you guys all know each other and it takes place as if Yuuji didn't die and collecting Sukuna's fingers is just a long and difficult task, but not deadly.

you are friends with everyone there and get to have a similar personality to me! (your welcome) But you also get to have the same trauma as me. so.... sorry about that one. I like dark themes and depressing shit so that's how this book will sort of go.

here are your trigger warnings :)

-language
-dark and depressing themes
-self-harm
-suicide/suicide ideation
-trauma
-panic attacks
-insecurity
-addiction
-sexual harassment
-sexual themes
-toxic relationships
-y/n being stupid asf
-a lot of bpd type shit
-and some more lol

Anyway, to explain this a little better I have to tell you why you are a jujutsu sorcerer. You are a little crazy but this is because of your/my trauma! Don't you just love that? Basically, you were bullied by your best friend as a little kid and ended up becoming severely depressed/suicidal from that. Also, there's a hell of a lot more to that story but you'll figure that out when I write about it.

I'm not gonna post anything about this story until I have a solid five chapters. so when you're reading this the first five chapters have probably already been written. 

I'm really only writing this for myself but I noticed there weren't a lot of Megumi x readers so I figured I'd share it.

Edit: hey guys just wanted to say that I am a real person and I do read your comments. Please be nice because I will not support hate on my books. (Also because I'm sensitive af lol) 

okay, that's it. onto the actual story!