I'm A Father

Chapter 31

Mandy's POV

"I want daddy!" Tanner yelled while crying. "NO!" I yelled back. I didn't mean to yell at him. I never did like to yell at him. I was just mad and frustrated. Tanner started to bawl his eyes out. He ran to his room and slammed his door shut. I started to bawl my eyes out.

I ran to my room crying. I'm such a terrible mother. Tanner isn't going to like me no more. He thinks I'm a horrible mother! I grabbed my yearbook that was under the bed. I turned to the page that had Jack and I photo booth phone in it. "Fuck you Gilinsky!" I screamed. I tore the picture up in pieces.

I've been crying for fifteen minutes now. I heard Tanner's door open up a little. I saw he peeping at me. He must of saw me because he went back into his room and shut his door. I got up and walked to Tanner's room.

I was in front of Tanner's door. "Tanner. I'm very sorry. You know I didn't mean to yell at you. I love you Tanner! Please forgive me..." He didn't answer back. I opened the door. His back was facing the door. I walked over to him. I sit on the bed and started to rub his back. "Tanner? Do you forgive me?" He turned around. His eyes were all puffy and red. I'm such a terrible mother. He didn't say nothing. He got up on his knees and hugged me tightly. I knew that he accepted my apology. "I love you mommy." He whispered in my ear. We stayed in a tight hug for about thirty seconds. "Tanner. I love you so much." I said soft.