34.Resignation

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*play the song for relaxation *

I pushed taehyung slightly away making us part the kiss which lasted for about 1 minute.

I looked down on the grass before looking up at him

"iam sorry y/n..."

He said

"I told you, an apology won't fix anything"

I said running back into the house straight up to my room, locking it entering my private bathroom.

Sitting on the floor I looked at the bathtub with tears coming down my face tingling my skin.

I cried, knowing that I failed myself by kissing him back.

I approached the bathtub and left the water running, preparing hot water in for me to relax in from all this shit that happened today.

I looked at myself in the mirror seeing the reflection of the moon in the running bath water, I picked up a liquid bubble soap and poured it in to form the satisfaction of my childhood.

I looked out the window seeing taehyung has left the area where I left him as I closed the curtains.

I undressed myself and fixed my hair in a bun before entering the bath forgetting any of today happened.

I wanted to let my thoughts free let them walk despite the fact they could hurt somebody, I hated the feeling of misery when all I did through out was focusing on things people needed, and never once focused on myself and today I did just that by telling him where we stand.

"Ahhhh I hope, I made the right decision" I said to myself drowning in the warmness of the hot water tingling my skin as I closed my eyes and sank down.

*Time skip after bath *

I got out of the bathroom changed in my pijamas.

I set the wet towel that I dried my hair with on a nearby chair and plopped down on my bed

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I set the wet towel that I dried my hair with on a nearby chair and plopped down on my bed.

"Ahhhh" I breathed out cuddling one of the fluffy pillows I had on my bed, there was a lot I had to take care of if I wanted to succeed without him.

Just than I heard a light knock on my bedroom door,  I sat up in surprised posture taking a few seconds to swallow down the saliva down my throat nervously before speaking up,

"Yes?"

I said in a low tone

"Y/N it's me your Lisa lalisa sweet and sour chocolate paste"  she said through the door

"May you tell me why are you not with us?" she asked, I didn't want to lie but I also didn't want to open the door

"Ahhh iam just ahhh getting READY yeah getting ready for.... Tomorrow yeah iam going school to give my resignation form"  I said technically I didn't lie since I had to do it at some point if I want to become a trainee

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