Mr.Selfish (Taehyung x reader)

9.The truth

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-Authors POV-

It's been over a month since you saw taehyung ....you've been laying on the hospital bed for nearly 2 months , he stopped visiting you for no reason,  you thought he moved to Tokyo with his bitch.....

-Your POV-

I've been laying on the hospital bed for too long .....iam Sick and tired of the meals and the disgusting  smell of hospital  Iam getting nightmares about me dying on this bed , I feel uncomfortable

I Really want to go home...i still dont know who stabbed me , I tried asking taehyung but whenever I asked his expression went dark saying

"Don't worry I will take care of it "

I really hated him for loving that bitch  of course I hated her more ....i didnt want to lose taehyung  .....And Even though me and him have been best friends since we were little he still picked her over me.....

He stopped visiting me...i tried calling ...texting ....i Even sent him a letter ....

And LIKE always..no answer.

I thought that maybe something happened but yesterday...i went on social media in this case 'Instagram'
....he posted a picture  with that girl captioning  "With my jagiya "....So i guess he's  been ignoring me wanting to move on ....

I pray each night and  I ask God " What did I do to deserve this ?"

Nothing ever goes right for me I love him ....but maybe i should move on just like he did....

My eomma told me once that

' People who ignore your feelings and don't care about you like you care about them ...aren't worth your tears... or pain because that just proves that everything they ever cared about were themselves and no one could change them because they're just........Selfish'

But why would he be selfish towards me?

Just as I was deep in my thoughts  trying to figure everything out , the door swinged  wide open reveling  Mr.Stranger (Appa) and eomma....

' Great just what i needed a meeting with my unfortunately  still father what a great start of the day .....' i whispered to myself

"Sweetie your ....Appa came to see you , can he come i-" I cut her off

"NOPE !.....Eomma When will I get discharged  from the hospital?" I said with an annoyed flustered  voice

" Ahhh sweetie well I spoke with the doctor and he said you have to stay a bit longer .....iam sorry darling "

"BUT EOMMA!-" I got cut off by my freaking father

" Listen to your mother if she says you have to stay than you're staying understood? ?" 

I looked at him in disbelief  with my confused look ...who does he think he is ?

"Excuse me? Who are you to come back to my life after what you've done to me and eomma?? Are you here to pity me because of what happened? ? Well I'll simply tell you just go away you might be my father  but I really wish you wasn't ,you have no idea what I went through and what iam still going through, yet you're appearing in my life once again ....WHAT DO YOU WANT??? RUIN MY LAST BITS OF HOPE?? WANT TO TAKE LAST BITS OF HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME?? WELL NO POINT BECAUSE GUESS WHAT?...THERE IS NO MORE FUXKING HAPPINESS OR HOPE IN ME YOU TAEHYUNG ,MOMO AND A LOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE TAKEN ALL OF MY RARE  PRECIOUS FEELINGS AWAY FROM ME .....all of it ....is gone ....no more love  no more hope. ..no more trust....just nothing"