Mr.Selfish (Taehyung x reader)

37. The Last Settle

* time skip to Monday *

I woke up at 5am since i couldn't stop thinking about what happened that evening on the swings in my garden, my thoughts were all around him yet its not like i missed him i just..... Okay i miss him, but i know its not worth it, the relationship is just toxic to me.

I got out of bed as i am supposed to be all ready with my baggages at 6:30am and its currently 5:20am.

I can't really wear much make up today since they're going to be checking our criteria of beauty, health and fitness today so i have to keep it simple yet casual.

I enter my bathroom in which i keep all the necessary make up, i than do my eyebrows gently, put on some BB cream and some mascara.

Afterwards i did my hair in a messy ponytail.

And last but not least i dressed according to the dress list for today all though most of the clothes i packed are exactly similar.

I took my luggage and took one last look at my bedroom before saying

"Goodbye"

I then closed the door behind me and went towarfs the stairs which led to the main hall and of course the exit.

On the bottom of the stairs there was my mom waiting patiently with a tissue in her hand sobbing.

"Oh come on mama dont do me like that iam not dying iam becoming a trainee" i said putting the luggage on the floor, taking a deep breath as it took quite the effort
"I know, i know, but honey iam just so proud of you iam so..." she didnt even gwt to finish her sentence as she sobbed again

"AAAHHHH KHKHKH- MY DAUGHTER, MY TINY FLOWER" she said while sobbing

I took a step forward and hugged her.

"Eomma i love you the most in the world, but i jeed to go out there i do the most of it iam ready to battle out for success to make you proud and make father as well as other people who betrayed me, i will make them feel guilty of what they have done to me, to us , you will see"

She then broke the embrace and looked me in the eyes stating, "Y/N be careful, i dont want to loose you, i know you're acting all fine now but on the inside you're going though a lot and you're not even fully recovered"

"I will be fine eomma" just then i heard a car honking.

'It must be lisa' i thought to myself so i kept my goodbye simple.

"See you eomma i will miss you the most in the world"

I said as she kissed my cheek and i went on towards Lisa's car.

This was going to be a hell of a long journey.

*Time skip :New shared apartments *

When i arrived with Lisa to YG Entertainment they straight took us in the van ( kidnapp me daddy.... Sorry 😂) they said we were heading straight to our new accommodation for the training period apart from me and lisa there was supposed to be two more girls in which we were a bit nervous to face, well more like i was too scared to face anyone new since iam socially awkward so making friends is not my speciality.

When we arrived, before me there stood a very tall building which had a big sign which said "YG Entertainment property".
We were taken my the Secretary Mrs. Chai to the top of the building which was 40th floor, but as we reached the elevator there was already many girls getting ready, making friends and also eying us like we were some kind of prey.