Mr.Selfish (Taehyung x reader)

24.The truth Untold

*play the song my cute cookies*

I was in the bath with taehyung sitting in between his legs while he was washing my back  gently with a body sponge

We didn't speak through out the bath , well at least I didn't ....

I began realising that I forgave him too quickly he never explained everything fully.....all those memories came rushing back to me causing my head big headaches ....the moment i saw him kissing her ....what the actual fuck is wrong with me? How could I believe him so easily ..... he didn't know I was gonna be in the park he didn't know about my family he didn't know about me moving so how could he plan everything ? Saying he wanted to make me jealous.....

Kim taehyung what actually am I to u ?

Suddenly I felt warm liquid between my nose and top lip rushing through ....

Again...the bleeding nose

I decided to get out of the bath

"Jagi what's wrong ? Why are u getting out ? "

"Taehyung-ah... I..."

I took a towel before finishing my sentence and wrapped it around my body ,than turned to taehyung and looked deep into his brown big eyes

"Tell me the truth ...."

"Jagi truth about what?" He looked at me with a confused yet worried face

For about 5 seconds I kept silent thinking if I should even confront him about it....but i had to i was too naive... and so i said

"Momo...don't lie explain " I said with a sad tone and eyes

That's when taehyung turned his expression into serious , I could see his eyes being glossy full of tears ready to escape his eyes , my heart began to hurt....i knew i was about to get told some real shit

"Y/N...umm"

He tried to speak while wiping his tears

"Taehyung what actually am I to u?"

Here we go....
I said it.....
I might regret it later....
But....i need to know....

"Y/N.....why do u wanna talk about this all of a sudden?"

"Just explain taehyung if you  really love me why would u lie to me...what's the meaning of this all?"

I said wiping away any tear that was about to fall

"If you knew I was lying why did you go along with me ?"

I couldn't believe my ears....he ...he really lied?!?!

"So you're saying....you don't love me?"

"Jagi i didn't say that I said if you knew I was lying about Momo why did u agree to be with me ?"

"Because I love you taehyung I loved u since the very beginning of our friendship but...but you NEVER CARED u left me just like that you and Lisa so I tried to move on ..... and than you came back I thought I had a chance but I saw u that day kissing with your girl in that park I was looking for you to say I am moving houses I didn't know what to feel I felt hurt that's when I realised I still loved you but tried to let go once again .....taehyung  Just-"

I got cut off by taehyung suddenly coming up to me and kissing me

I tried to push him off but he was stronger than me

He held my hands close to his chest until I stopped trying to get away from him

When I finally kissed back after 10 seconds he stopped