Mr.Selfish (Taehyung x reader)

29.The starting point

*play the song I provided later on in the chapter *

I was sitting near the odd shaped plane window, watching the views not being scared of if the turbulence hits us or if we could fall at any point, for the first time.

I had my white P/B (phone brand) headphones in listening to the music I stopped listening to ever since I found  taehyung, but today ever since we got on the plane and I saw momo clinging on to taehyung and he not even caring about it much , have put me in a strange mood where I don't know what's real anymore.

My playlist became sad and tbh I don't even have many enthusiastic songs because I've never been the happy mood type of girl.

The flight continued for a solid few hours before we landed, and through out the whole journey taehyung didn't even speak a word to me.

I glanced at him a few times thinking "how selfish" but I didn't say a word myself.

Momo seemed to keep him amazing company through out the plane journey and I even noticed him laugh a few times in the corner of my eye but yet again ignoring the fact I exist.

"As the plane lands please ensure everyone is seated, seat belts are on and any type of technology put away for the sake of safe landing. Thank you for choosing Zoom Airlines and for those who have a further trip with us to China the boarding plane number 89 on platform 4  will take off 1 hour after landing . Thank you. "

I listen to the announcement made by the flight attendant following the clear orders right after the announcement.

I take a glance at tae that is showing momo something on the phone.

It breaks me inside.

"Ahem" i look at tae signalising him expecting a clear eye contact but he carried on explaining with excitement to her.

"AHEM KIM TAEHYUNG !"  i say raising my voice a bit finally seeming to get a hold of his presence

" ahh yes sorry babe what's wrong ? " he said putting his phone away  while momo rolled her eyes at me

" would you mind turning your phone off and let us land safely or is that also too hard for you?"

"Babe what did I do someth-"

"No we just landing " I say clearly lying because my feelings can seem a bit childish to him even in these small matters I can't help but feel possessive over him .

"Are you su-" i cut him off again 

"Yes" I say holding my honey bee Gucci hand bag tightly with both of my hands as I am really mad inside and at any point I could tear up from the fact instead of being violent when I am mad I turn my madness into tears.

I look outside and see the plane land as the flight attendant allows passengers to stand up and come out the plane one by one .

I stand up and follow behind taehyung as we go collect our luggage finally getting rid of momo as she completely lost us due to the captain of the plane stopping her for the amount of mess she has made around her seat with all those sweets she has ate while lecturing her that other passenger will sit there in about 30 minutes.

I took the chance to get out of there quickly with tae, as we successful went through the control and got out on the fresh air outside airport.

"Ahhhhh" i breathe smelling the air.

It wasn't as fresh as back in the country side with taehyungs grandparents.

I began to feel sad once again.