Mr.Selfish (Taehyung x reader)

16.Sacrifice

Taehyung gently pulled away from the kiss as I took in a deep breath

"I don't know what to sa-"

He cut me off pulling me in for a tight embrace saying

"Shhhh don't say anything, just feel my heart beat "

I look at him in shock with wide eyes my cheeks turning slightly red as I turned my head side ways and pressed my left ear close to his chest hearing each and every beat that his heart made

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"You hear it?"

"Yeah"

"Good....Because It only beats for you "

After them words I pushed him slightly away from the hug and looked at him with a confused look

'Huh?'

"I told you I would take care of it didn't I?"

"Tae what do you mean?"

My eyes went wide open in shock as he pulled me into another but tighter hug

"Tae what's wrong ?"

"....."

"Tae please..."

I said as my voice slowly started to break in between my words that's when I heard his shaky breath

"Tae...? Tae are you-are you crying??"

"What? N-No..."

I took the chance of him loosing his grip on me to set myself free from the hug and look up on his face

He was crying...

"Tae what's wrong tell me please..."

"Y/N .....I-Iam sorry"

He apologised yet I didn't know why

"Tae why are u apologising tell me what's wrong !"

I stood up and crossed my arms facing in his direction showing him my wide eyes full of confusion and fear as my lower lip slightly curved into a sad expression

"Tae..."

I said his name once again....and that's when my heart....BROKE Once again...

"Y/N....my heart will belong to you from tomorrow on wards...."

WHAT?!

"TAEHYUNG WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"

"You need a heart transplant remember? Momo stabbed your back which pierced right through your heart in the school that's why you were in hospital in the first place and....and I DID IT ALL TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS....but didnt realise i was hurting you.....that's why when you said you loved me.....OVER the phone I.....I came to the hospital but you were gone ....You vanished ......and Momo i payed her to play her role to make you jealous but she eventually fell in love with me that's why she stabbed you .....Its-It's all my FAULT...."

He told me everything word by word and it was hard to believe but everything made sense to me .... i once again got lied to I once again got fooled .....Why me?

"Taehyung....i dont want your heart....Because without you here that heart won't matter...."

"Wha-"

I cut him off

"NO...I SAID NO"

I shouted as a single tear fell down on the floor

"If you dare give me that transplant and I wake up without you by my side.....i guarantee You I'll not let myself live as I won't see a point "