i'll never feel ashamed of using you for pleasure (Tsumugi Shirogane x Reader)

Oh, I love you in the worst way

Author's Note: sorry for slow updates, i've kinda been losing interest in writing lately so i apologise if this chapter is kinda bad or short

also cw for like violence and stuff

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"Y/N? Y/N, hey!" Tsumugi shook you awake, leaning over your groggy form, you groaned as you pulled yourself up, listening to birds tweeting outside and the cars driving by.

"Yeah...?" You wiped the sleep from your eyes and looked up at her.

"We have an hour until school Y/N."

"Shit." You mumbled. 

You threw on an old shirt from your wardrobe and quickly brushed your hair, Tsumugi patiently waited downstairs, you headed downstairs to find her digging through your cutlery, you cleared your throat and she looked up in surprise.

"Oh, Y/N, I was just making breakfast," She handed you a plate of toast with a smile, which you accepted gratefully, scarfing it down in under 5 minutes, somehow you didn't throw up. And with 25 minutes to spare, Tsumugi decided to head off early, saying she had something important to set up at school. You led her out and gave a goodbye. The sun peaked over the horizon and illuminated the neighbourhood in a golden-pink light.

"Well, it was nice to spend time with you, even if it was..... yeah," She nodded in understanding and promised to talk to you about it later. The morning light caught Tsumugi's eyes and made them sparkle as she smiled at you, you awkardly rubbed your neck and blushed as she turned to leave, but after a few steps, she gasped and spun back around, grasping your hands.

"Oh, and Y/N?" Tsumugi pulled you into a passionate kiss, her warmth pulling you off your feet and off your mind into a drunken state, locking your tongues in a sweet embrace and sucking your heart into a dulce hypnosis, gripping your cheek as though it was about to shatter before breaking off.

"I'll see you later," she flashed a calm smile, before turning and disappearing down the street, with nothing but a pale blush on her cheeks. You could only watch as she left, your face branded a deep red, mouth hanging open in utter confusion at her calm demeanour, not even giving a glance as she strolled down the street, as if the kiss was the most normal thing in the world, as if it never happened, but it was definitely real. You knew it. You felt it. Your lips were moist from her tongue's domination, your brain was tingling, your cheek was numb. You had that feeling in your stomach again.

You gently shut the door and stumbled back to the living room, dropping onto the couch and staring around in awe, still in disbelief and rotting in the ghost of her tender touch. It's not like you had been crushing on her for years or anything (yeah right u fruitcake). After coming to your senses, you rounded up your school supplies and headed out, your head aching from a mixture of the previous night, lack of sleep and the kiss with the sapphire siren. You felt a pit of anxiety grow as you passed each alley, unable to shake off the events of last night, you hoped, you prayed that you would see Rantaro's comforting smile the next day, or at least some kind of confirmation of an investigation. You miss him. The breeze prickled your skin and the rain from last night caused the ground to be rather reflective, but after being nearly blinded, you soon reached the gates.