I rushed myself to the toilet to throw up for the 5th time today.
It's been 2 weeks since Sam and I saw each other, and it's been two weeks since I've been throwing up.
I don't think I have covid though—theirs now way though.
Sadly Sam ended up getting covid when he went to the store-even though he worn a mask.
"Colby are you alright?" My sister called out knocking on the door.
"Hm-umm....yes I'm alright d-don't worry about me." I said flushing the toilet and tried to sit up but I ended up falling against the wall feeling nauseous again.
I closed my eyes as my sister open the door.
"Colby, your scaring me? Do you have covid?" She asked as I shook my head.
"I'm fine, no I don't have covid...." I said and trailed off thinking on why I'm suddenly sick of the sudden.
"If you do...then you're screwed." She said before leaving me alone.
There's must be a reason why I'm throwing up a lot.
Well....I've been craving food, been moody. My heart fall through my butt as I realized I could be f*cking pregnant.
F*ck Sam and I forgot to use protection.
I remember few years ago I found out I could get pregnant since it runs in my family.
I couldn't be pregnant—I could just have the stomach bug.
Theirs only one way to find out, I have to go to the store to get a pregnancy test. I sigh shakily before standing up, washing my mouth before going into my room.
Right when I put on my shoes I heard my phone buzzing so I grabbed it seeing that Sam is calling me so I answered it.
"Hey baby." Sam said as his face popped on the screen as I smiled slightly
"Hey.." I whispered with a sigh.
"You okay? Have you've been sleeping good?" I asked causing him to chuckle.
"Yes I'm fine, yes I've been sleeping good. Like I said my symptoms of this virus is mild. So it's not that bad." He said as I sigh with a frown.
"I know....it's just....you know..." I trailed off as he sigh with a frown.
"I know baby.....it's looks like you're going somewhere? Where are you going?" He asked changing the subject.
"Um....I'm going to the store." I mumbled as he raised his brows.
"Are you sure that's a good idea?" He asked as I sigh.
"No...but I just need to get something...... important." I mumbled biting my lip.
"Like what?" He asked and slight fear rise up in my chest.
I can't tell him that I was getting a pregnancy test—I just couldn't. Not yet at least.
"Just some things." I said with a smile.
"Okay....I have to go...talk to you later baby?" He asked I smiled with a nod.
"Sure thing bye love you." I said as he smiled.
"I love you too." He said before ending the call.
I sigh putting my phone in my pocket before grabbing my mask and headed out of my room.
"Colby, where are you going?" Molly asked as I was about to open the door.
"Um....store." I said looking at her as she raised her brows at me.
"Leaving me all alone?" She asked as I sigh.
"I can't take you with me, please don't tell father." I mumbled as she frown with a sigh.
"I won't...so I'm going to alone?" She asked as I laughed.
"Yes...don't answer the door if it's not me or father." I said as she giggle.
"Oh I know." She said flopping on the couch.
I rolled my eyes before heading out.
"At the store"
I put on my mask before heading inside the store seeing it's pack. If forgot today is the weekend.
I walked pass the people, even walking pass the people that aren't even wearing masks.
I sigh before going in the aisle where the pregnancy tests should be.
I grabbed two pregnancy test boxes in case and headed to check out.
When I checked out I headed outside back to my car.
"Back At home"
When I open the front door I saw molly was still watching TV while eating popcorn with candy.
"This is what she does when she's home alone." I thought to myself with a chuckle.
"What did you get?" She asked as she was still focus on the TV.
"Um...just stuff." I said and walked upstairs to my room.
I put my mask away before going into the bathroom to take the test. I looked at the box seeing what to do.
- negative
+ positive
I'm hoping to see negative, I just don't think I'm already to become a parent. Specially at this time of the year.
I sigh shakily before taking the test, when I was done I put the test on the counter, sitting on the toilet seat. Folding my shaky hands together.
How would my father would think?
He would be f*cking disappointed in me if he would to find that Sam came over, if I was pregnant—I don't what he would do.
My thoughts were interrupted by my timer to tell me that I need to look at the test.
I then swallowed thickly before grabbing the test, looking at it as my chest felt like caving in.
Positive.
A/N: um......um......I don't know what to say.....um.....um....this is where things are starting😅✌️
