"W-what?" He asked shakily and tears brimmed in my eyes.
"I...I...we forgot to use protection," I said quietly and he cursed at himself.
"F-f*ck Colby-Are you sure your pregnant?" He asked and I nodded showing him the test.
"F*ck....." He trailed off and put his phone on something and rubbed his face.
"It's o-okay...if you want t-to leave me." I mumbled and he chuckled nervously while looking at me.
"I'm not Colby. I won't. I'm nervous, yes, But I'm gonna be there for you." He said as more tears brimmed my eyes.
"You want to keep the baby?" He asked as I nodded.
"Of course," I mumbled chewing my lip.
"We'll figure things alright colbs." He said and I sniffled with a nod.
"H-how? We're in a pandemic and you're still recovering from covid." I mumbled and he frowns with a sigh.
"I know baby...but I want to be their for you," he said as I nodded chewing my lip.
"How will your parents think?" I mumbled picking at my nails nervously.
"I don't know...hopefully support us." He said confidently and I frown knowing my father won't.
I don't think ever supported me being gay.
"We will figure things out, baby. I promise." He said and I nodded with a sniffle before hearing the front door open-meaning father is home.
"Are you gonna tell him, baby?" He asked and I shrugged hearing father talk to my sister.
"I-I don't know," I mumbled as I heard his mother coming into his room to tell him that dinner is done.
"Okay, mom.....sorry colbs I have to go. Call me whenever baby, I'm here for you." He said and I nodded with a smile.
"Of course, by Sammy," I said before ending the call.
I sigh before getting out of my bed before going into the kitchen.
"Hey! Son! How are you?" Father asked as I planted on a smile.
"Good father thanks," I said as I grabbed a glass and went to the fridge so I could grab some orange juice.
"Since when you like orange juice son?" He asked as I shrugged pouring me some juice biting my lip.
"Uhm...my taste buds change." I shrugged taking a sip and he nodded suspiciously.
"Okay...I'm making dinner now..so I'll tell you when I'm done." He said as I nodded with a smile before putting my cup away and went back into my room.
I sigh shakily before grabbing the test seeing the two lines making my heart twist.
I bit my lip as I felt tears brimmed my eyes and I shook my head not letting myself cry.
I laid down on the bed before staring at the ceiling. I had nothing better to do.
I couldn't believe I was pregnant.
With Sam's baby.
I didn't know if I was ready to have this child.
I was so lost in the thought that father yelled my name letting me know dinner was done.
I sigh before hiding the test and went to wash up.
"Dinner looks, good father," I said once I sat down on my seat and he smiled.
"Thanks, son." He said before taking a bite from his food.
I nodded with a smile before taking a bite from the food.
I loved my father's cooking, I knew he worked hard but since I was pregnant-i didn't enjoy it.
"Son, why is your face blotchy? Did you cry?" Father asked as I realized I've been crying the whole time when I was in my room.
"No...I wasn't." I lied as he scrunched his brows.
"Son, if you did cry you know that you can't, you're a grown man and you know better not to cry." He said as my heart cracked even more.
Father doesn't like me crying because he wants me to be a "man" and says that men have to be tough and hide their emotions.
I couldn't help to feel the emotions that were about to build up, since my hormones are all over the place.
"I know father, I know better," I said trying my best not to cry as I looked at my sister seeing that she had sad eyes while she looked at me.
I shook my head smiling softly at her and ain't my food to just ignore this conversation.
When I got done eating I put away my plate and thanked father before heading to my room.
I sigh laying down on my bed resting my hand on my small bump I realized I had.
I couldn't wrap the fact that I was pregnant, I was carrying a-small bean-I was probably a few weeks pregnant-2 weeks.
I sighed before sitting up, ruffling my hair.
I then suddenly felt the urge to throw up so I speed walk to the bathroom-making sure that I didn't slam the door-leaving over the toilet and thrown up what basically I had for dinner.
When I got done throwing I lean against the wall and let out a shaky breath wiping my mouth.
This was going to be hard.
Also, it was going to be way harder to hide my bump when it gets bigger.
I didn't want to tell my father knowing that he won't take the news so well.
A/N: This book is alive!! Lmao sorry for the cliffhanger I left on you guys 🤪 got some plans for this book-
