Killua Pov:
I became myself again last night, but when i did, i noticed that gon had just barely fallen asleep, so i put him back on the bed, and went to sleep again.
I've been back to normal for about an hour now, but i dont want to wake up gon yet. How did i get back? Well, apparently after a good mental breakdown because i thought i had lost all my friends helped, i dont know, get the nen out?
Anyways i've been stairing at gon for the past hour, just looking at him, he seems to be having a nightmare, but i dont know how to deal with that, so he's just gonna have to put up with it, because i also dont want to wake him. What can i say? He looks cute when he's sleeping.
I cant quite remember much of last night, but i do know that i had woken up to gon crying, and he thought i was just his friend out of pitty, which couldn't be more wrong. I barely even feel pitty at all, besides for my 3 real friends. So i couldn't be staying out of pitty. I care for him so much more than he could ever realize. I've had my fair share of nightmares where he leaves me for a better friend, because all i do is tease him, but now i know that could never happen. I've been mostly thinking of how awful it would've been if i had forgotten everything... forever.
The hunter exam, thinking leorio was in his 40's, thinking kurapika was a girl, but i never really thought anything bad, or wrong about gon. How could i? I love him too much. He was my first friend, and gave me my first butterflies in my stomach. He's visited my mansion, with so many deadly traps, and mike, and got beat up just to see me again. He really is amazing. How could i not fall for him?
If illumi wasn't married to hisoka, and my family found out about my feelings, i was sure they would instantly disown me, which would be fine. I dont like any of them, but alluka, anyways.
Im going to tell him how much he means to me once he wakes up again. I hope it's soon, because i've been holding my secret crush in too long, thats it's starting to hurt. That's why i dont like him making new friends, i get jelous too fast and easily.
"Mmhm-" i hear from my side. I look over to see gon stirring. 'IYFKTKDKTKGCGK HE'S UP! HE'S UUPPPPP!!!! WHAT DO I DOOOO?!?!???!?' "KILLUA!!!" As i stop panicking, i feel something wrap around my waist holding me in place. I look over to gon who was now cuddling up to my side.
"Kil-uaaa!~" i hear gon try to say through my side, which he has now buried his face into. "Thats me green bean!" I reply happily hugging him back.
'Why is my shirt we- IS GON CRYING?? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG????' I try to pull away to see if my best friend was ok, but it proved to be more difficult than i had originally planned.
"Gon.. are yo-" "i thought i lost youuuu!! PLEASEE DONT DO THAT AGAIN KILLUUU!! YOU SCARED ME SO BAD!!!" he cut me off.
"Im really sorry gon. Im supprised we couldn't notice the nen." I tried to change the subject. "Mhm.. im just glad to have you back" gon replied, somehow giving me my courage to confess.
"Hey gon? Can i tell you something?" I asked nervously. "Sure! You can tell me anything!" The green bean smiled back. (A/n THE SNACK THAT SMILES BACK-)
"Alright. Just promise me one thing. Dont.. dont leave me for this." I pulled him closer, if even possible at this point. "Killua, nothing you could do would ever make me leave you! I've seen you kill countless people right in front of me. Most friends would split up if that hapens, so im pretty sure it'll be ok!"
'Marry me.' JEEZ THESE THOUGHTS- "Alright, gon.. i-i... i uhm.. IMAYBEKINDASORTALIKEYOUMORETHANABESTFRIEND!!!" I quickly yelled out and hid my face in a pillow.
"Y-you do?" He asked, to which i just nodded, trying to conceal as much blush as possible. "Killuaa let me see you!" He pulled my head out of the pillow and inspected every detail of it.
"How are you so beautiful?" He asked genuinely. "Uhh- MMM"
He cut me off before i could even say anything by putting his hands on my cheeks, and pulling me into the sweetest, and softest lips ever.
We stayed like that, only for about 5 seconds, but it could've lasted a lifetime. "By the way that means i like you too" he muttered, just loud enough to hear. From this comment we were both blushing furiously, but still staring at eachother.
"Do you wanna... i dunno be my.. boyfriend?" I somehow managed. "YES!! YES YES YES OH MY GOSH KILLUA!!!" he kissed me again.
Third pov:
Later the two pairs would meet up again, and tell eachother what happened (including a lot of teasing from killua), but for now, the four sat in pairs with their new found partners.
~Fin~
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I'll Never Leave You {Leopika, With Killugon}(COMPLETED)✔
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