I'm sorry //KTH//BTS ff✔️

𝑊ℎ𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜 (41)

No you monster

Why

You squeezed your eyes shut at the sudden noise and pulled your hands up to your face. Let's just say opening them was a mistake.

At first you just saw a wrist with a silver pistol in it, but after realising where it was immediately you shot your eyes behind it.

you didn't even talk, you just say there, limp on the ground, weeping over the body. He was lay on the floor, blood shooting out from an archery on his neck, you felt warm arms slide around your back. Those warm arms.

Except this time you couldn't enjoy it.

Part of your family, your life and your hope is lying pale on the dirt.

Hoseoks dead.

You fell forward into his chest and crinkled your fingers into his shirt, taking in any last human contact possible. His hazel eyes had already rolled to the back of his head, you couldn't hear his heartbeat nor could feel his chest rise and flatten.

And it's your fault.

Taehyung fell heavy on your back, his arms fall across your shoulders but you could still feel his heartbeat. You turned around, trying to hide your red face and looked at him. He passed out. You broke out into more tears, physically falling into the base of a tree.

You managed to move yourself over to him and lay on his chest, you just needed to feel his breath. Not even in that kind of way, In more of a comforting manner. It's been only a couple hours but it feels like eternity. He has skin which was a lot paler than usual, his eyelids were a deep red and he had clench marks in the palms of his hand.

He just saw his own brother die right infront of him, and he had to just stand there and watch.

"Don't play games with me y/n. I know your not ever going to be capable of winning, the consequences are only going to get worse. Take this as a warning. You've alienated everyone you love, and now what? Your all alone."

If this was a usual day, you wouldn't of let him talk that about you. But today is different, he's proven everything he said and none of it is wrong. You can't handle him and the boys don't deserve you. They're better of without you.

"For god sake, you live with a mafia and your this weak? You should thank me it wasn't your lover I killed. Now let's go before I have second thoughts about him."

He picked you up and slung your arms around his neck, he pulled out his phone and pressed call but you were too tired to listen to him. His presence alone made you shiver. Tears were still falling all over your face, you felt genuinely sick to the stomach. Your heart has gone numb but I suppose that's best.

You have to move on, your only a barrier to them. If you stay even more of them will go.

And at that final decision, everything went black.