"Y/N no ... stop. Don't make the same mistake as last time . You'll just make things worse.." You kept telling yourself that over and over again as you saw the guy in front of you . You couldn't do it again , you couldn't risk loosing anyone anymore . Think nothing of him .
"Ummm... hello? Are you ok?" You heard the brown haired man say , snapping you out of your thoughts . "Oh um , yeah sorry . What can I get f-for you ?" You replied trying to hide the fact you were secretly blushing. His face was like sculpted to perfection , his brown soft , fluffy hair that just fell on his face , and his beautiful boxy smile you captured earlier as he was talking to his friends . As much as you wanted to , you knew you couldn't get involved . It's for the best, so you just treated him like a normal customer .
5:16pm
Your shift finished and to your luck , it wasn't a bad job at all . You still weren't hungry from lunch at college so you just walked home ( although it wasn't a home to you ) . You wondered why your parents had put for you to live with your auntie in their will , she doesn't give a shit about you . You'll get home and she'd just ignore you or give you a sly , dirty look . The kind of look that made you feel unwelcomed and unwanted . The kind of look you've been used to your whole life . Ever since you were born you were a misfit , you'd be constantly compared to your sister who hasn't bothered to contact you since she moved away to live in New York to continue on the family business when they left . Your parents always favourited her over you and you always knew it , so instead of getting the attention a normal child should get , you got harsh, cold criticism and chores . You felt like Cinderella , honestly the last time you ever heard your parents say I love you was at one the, big flashy party's where CEO'S come and show off their children like shiny new toys ,and you knew they only said it to cover up the fact that actually their family is crying for help.
When you got home your auntie wasn't there so you just assumed she was out at a business meeting , you preferred it this way anyway . You went up to your room and put your pjs on that you layered on your bed before leaving for college today ...
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You did your usual night routine and by the time you had finished it was 7 so you decided to just watch the new run BTS live and go to sleep .
4:08am You woke up to the sound of screaming and gunshots firing through your house, the sudden chaos made you jump up and run toward the noise . You could already feel sweat start to drip of your face like rain and your hair stick to your forehead from the overwhelming heat . It was pitch black but all you could see was the flame getting bigger and closer toward the door at the start of the Hallway...
Your parents room.
And even though they thought nothing of you , it didn't mean you didn't love them so you ran down to the doorway to try to pry it open as you heard them screaming in fear . But soon you felt something damp being forced into your mouth . And that was it , everything went black and you collapsed on the ground , smoke clinging to your throat like glue ...
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Hellooooo, I tried to make this chapter a little more interesting and longer so I hope you weren't too bored haha . Please vote so that more people can see it ! All of this is new to me so I'm sorry if the wording is bad but I promise I will get better :) want another chapter?
