ROSE...(VA FANFICTION)[ON HOLD]

CHAPTER 6

Hey! It had thundered that day and the light had went out! Just when I was about to click publish! I got so angry. Anyways...here it is!! Enjoy along with some tissues close hand! ;)
XOXO
--Z

I heard my earpiece buzz for 2 am. My eyes flew open. I pressed my earpiece to turn it off.

I looked at Dimitri and thank God he was fast asleep and on the other side of the bed.

I slowly got up and went to the bathroom. I kept my clothes ready here. It was a black shirt that had one fourth a sleeve. I had black skinny jeans with two pockets. In one I kept a stake. In the other my light. I wore on top of this a black leather jacket. It had two pockets outside and one pocket inside where I put another stake. I wore half fingered gloves that covered my knuckles completely. I wore black boots where I kept a knife. In the other boot a mini gun.

It looked like a lot but in reality it was actually the least. They wouldn't enter the 30 mile radius but then afterwards it is all Strigoi.

I did all this in fifteen minutes. I now took out my letter and placed it on the nightstand. On top of that I took out my ring and I put one last kiss on it and left it there.

I had nothing on me, not even clothes but my dress and equipment. I slowly went towards the door and opened it slowly. It didn't make a sound. I have been giving it oil since yesterday.

I went out and started walking towards the gates. I come near them but I don't go towards them. I looked at the guardian. He was wide awake and pacing. He is quite the guardian.

I went hundred metres left from the gates and found what I was looking for. I had found this place a long time ago and kept it a secret. There is a hole big enough for me to go through I had kept a rock there so no one ever saw it.

I now pushed the rock aside and squeezed myself through the hole. I got out and put the rock back in its place.

I looked around. I was looking at good places where there would be shadows to hide in while I am getting away.

I slowly make way towards them and I am making great progress. When I thought I was a mile away I finally sat down to catch my breath. Now, no one can find me.

Finally, I thought about everything that will happen to me. Tears welled up in my eyes and started rolling down my cheeks and I let them flow. If I didn't now then I would later. And I want nothing but to show I am strong in front of those Strigoi.

I started sobbing and I tried controlling them. I saved Dimitri just to get caught again. I have only gotten married for almost half a year and I am taken away from my Dimitri again.

I sat there crying. Letting it all out. After a while I just started staring in to space. After some time I got up and looked behind me at the Court. In the distance it looked so small. I took a deep breath and turned around vowing I wouldn't look at it until I finished what I got out for...

I made my way to a village to get a car. No way am I walking sixty miles. I need all the strength I can get. I had made sure to take my pain medicine just before leaving.

I made it to the village. I looked around for a normal car so that it doesn't look suspicious.

I found a white Honda Civic. Perfect. I don't get why my escape plans from my family are always perfect.

I started it - more like hot wired I thought - and went away towards the abandoned factory.

I drove the whole way and just thought why not make the most of it so I turned on the radio. I heard some songs and thought about what I had written in the letter. It went like this:

Queen Vasilisa Dragomir,

         I know me leaving is the worst thing ever and I know I had promised that when ever I had a crazy plan to do I would bring you along but that was under the circumstances that you were still just a teenager and my desperation at the time, so sorry about that. You have your duties as a queen and university so I suggest that no matter what happens you should know that if you start searching for me you will be completely in the dark. So please don't stress yourself on that and just carry on with life. I know that sounds like the stupidest thing ever but trust me. When have I ever let you down before?
           Never. I am always there for you. And trust me when I tell you, I WILL BE BACK. I know it will cost some tears. Trust me it did the same for me. I cried and then I let go and went to do what I was trained to do, PROTECT THE MOROI. But in this case it's more like protect the queen don't you think? Anyway I love you Lissa.

Mr. Sparky Ozera
           First of all, I am watching you and if I see crying and you're not helping her I will kill you myself and make sure that your dream of crying into your pillow comes true, so watch it. Second of all, you know that I am always there to payback you for what you have done and well I have to pay back you for two things so pretend I did cuz it will take some time before I do... Third, I swear I love you too even if it doesn't look like it.

Rose Hathaway's amazing husband,
         The ring is for you to keep till I get back so that you can make me wear it again. Pretend I lost it for the time being. I am so very sorry for what I am doing and I know we have been only married for like a half a year give or take but this was necessary and when I come, you will know the circumstances and you will no matter how much you say, you would do the same thing. So please don't get angry. I love you so much that you have no idea. I will miss you so much. I hate it as well. I don't know if I am comforting me or you right now but you should know I swear I love you. Please understand. Keep that ring with you...

Sincerely yours,

Rose Belikov.

And like that I ended it and wiped all the tears that threatened to come. I let all that out finally and that feels so much better.

I heard the song Heart by Heart by Demi Lavato come up and that song just broke me down in tears again. I tried wiping them but to no avail.

I let them flow then. It will be better that they do now so that I am ready for them.

After the song I turned off the radio and continued my drive in silence. I started breathing in and out to calm my nerves. I was only a mile away. It was time for action...

I hope you love it!!!
--Z