REASONS ༚ NRK

˚✧₊⁎ Chapter 5 ⁺˳✧༚

Ayeong's POV

Jungwon and I got on the bus and along the way I just listened to music to forget all my problems when Jungwon said something. "Ayeong... uhm so how are things at home?" Jungwon hesitatedly asked. "The usual Wonnie." I replied. "If you want to cry or talk about something, just know that I'm always here and no matter how busy I am, I'll always make you my first priority, okay?" Jungwon said that while looking at me with his sincere and probably the softest eyes you'll ever see from him, I just nodded and smiled at him as I leaned my head over to his shoulders since I was tired and there was at least 30 minutes left before we reached home.

Jungwon woke me up and I saw that we were at our stop. We stepped out of the bus and walked together while talking about things and when we reached our houses and bid good bye to each other then Jungwon once again said "Remember Yeongie that I'm always here and if ever you want to escape for a while from your house, my mom, dad and I will always welcome you to stay with us, okay now go in." I went in and waved at him as I walked in the house.

I got in the house and of course the first thing I heard were shouting... aisshh they're fighting again. "I'm home!" I shouted but I wasn't angry, it was just for them to hear me but I guess it wasn't loud enough since they didn't even say a thing. I went straight to my room and as I said earlier in the morning my parents always fight and it's all because my dad always get home late and when he does come home, it's like he forgets that he has a daughter and a wife since he treats my mom like trash whenever he gets home from work. He's also been acting kind of weird lately, it's like he's hiding something from us and since I can read people like a book I think he's cheating on mom... I really should prepare for the worst to happen.

We were once such a happy and unbreakable family, I don't know when all the arguing and fighting started but I think it was around summer of I don't know what year. I was also once such a happy girl, I was never introverted as cliché as it sounds I was so happy that I felt like I was the main character of the whole world since I didn't care about a single thing and all I cared about was my family and my friends. The one trait that didn't change though is my inability to express my feelings.

That summer changed everything, my whole life tore apart whenever I heard someone shouting I thought to myself that they were fighting again, even if my guess was wrong I was always cautious of what was happening in the house. My inability to express my feelings probably made it worse because I was unable to comfort my mom in those tough times and whenever I wake up I always hear her crying in their room since my room is beside theirs and our walls weren't that thick. It broke my heart hearing her cry everyday and not being able to do anything made it worse since I was too scared to confront my dad because it might make the whole situation worse. It has been years ever since this started so I was probably 12 or 13 at that time, I was still young and I still am, I haven't had the strength to confront my dad yet but someday I will confront him and pour out everything I have felt during these years.

After I changed into my pyjamas I quickly went through my phone and scrolled through twitter to pour out half of my emotions since I didn't wanna like blow completely. After a few minutes I placed my phone on my desk and rummaged through my bag to get and do my homework when my phone got a notification.

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What do you think was the notification she got???

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