Sunflowers

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June 24th 1979 4:34 Pm
Neither Curt or Roland could sleep all night, They couldn't keep the thought of each other out of their head's. Curt was wondering why Roland wanted to meet at a sunflower field of all place's, But he didn't mind knowing that Roland isn't mad at him anymore. Meanwhile Roland was thinking about how he was going to give Curt his love note without it being awkward.
Time went by faster then Roland wanted it to be, after a half hour of thinking Roland was still getting nowhere, something that he was too excited about has turned into something stressful and nerve racking.
June 24th 1979 5:36 Pm
Roland was getting ready to meet Curt at the sunflower field. He knew tonight, After all of this is over he's going to be a very changed person.
Before leaving his house, Roland grab's his love letter for Curt, His wallet and a backpack with some stuff in it he bought earlier that day. The Chocolate Curt love's, Curt's favorite book, and his backpack with some of the songs he'd started to write in it.
After doing this, Roland leaves his room and goes downstairs, He was almost out the door until he ran into his brother Julian in the kitchen. "Hey ro where you going with all that shit?" Julian ask's making Roland Jump out of his skin. Roland turns around to look at his brother forgetting about all the stuff he was holding. He made a nervous face and smile and started blushing a little. "Oh no where just-"
"going to go see Curt to give him all that stuff cause you love him?" Julian interrupts. Roland couldn't comprehend what was going on, He never told anyone about his feelings for Curt.
Roland wanted to refuse but it was too obvious at this point.
"Sigh, I'm going to be honest with you Julian, I'm in love with Curt, I can never stop thinking about him, And it kill's me not seeing him happy" Julian wasn't surprised at any of this he was an observant person, And could notice all of this by just seeing Roland And Curt together.
"Aw Roland I'm happy for ya, I won't judge ya however, I don't think Mom would approve of you".
Roland didn't even remember what his mom would think, He knew she didn't like gay people. She thought it was an unnatural sin.
"Fuck I didn't even think about that" Roland respond's sadly.
"Well fuck What she thinks I know you really love Curt it's not unnatural at all like she say's it is"
Roland smiled at his brother and felt more comfortable knowing that he had someone in his family supports him.
"Speaking of Curt I should get going" Roland yell's over at his brother, Julian just throws a thumbs up back at his brother, And tell's Roland "good luck".
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June 24th 1979 5:47 Pm
Curt leave's his house, Thinking of what Roland was going to him. Curt still was a little sad from what Roland said to him earlier, but he felt better knowing Roland wanted to see him again.
Curt leaves his house and gets on his bicycle, Thinking of Roland the entire time. As he got farther away from his house and closer to the sunflower field, Curt's heart beated faster. He kept thinking about Roland and how much he loved him, Roland was the only one who remembered his birthday which made him distraught but made also made him feel happy, knowing the person he loved cared about him enough to remember.
Roland arrived at the sunflower field a lot earlier then Curt, being on a motorcycle rather then a bike. He got a off the motorcycle, took off his helmet, and pulled out his love letter for Curt, He was ready to confess his feeling's.
Roland waited for Curt to arrive, 10 minutes passed and he still wasn't there. Roland was getting nervous that Curt wasn't going to show up, thinking he was too harsh on him earlier. But Then Roland looked back up from the ground and saw Curt coming up the street on his bicycle, Roland smiled at the sight.
Curt got closer to the sunflower field, He saw Roland standing by the sunflowers which have just bloomed, He thought the sight was the most beautiful thing he ever saw.
Curt finally arrived at the sunflower field, and got off the bicycle, He looked at Roland and saw he was holding a piece of paper, not a present or a gift bag, He was confused.
"Um, hey Ro it's nice to see you again. What is the paper for?" Curt ask's still staring at the piece of paper.
Roland started blushing, he couldn't handle everything that was going on, there was no turning back he wasn't ready to do this but it was time. "Curt, to be honest with you. I'm not here to give you a gift, I'm actually here to tell you something from the bottom of my heart" Curt was very interested now, he had no idea what Roland was about to say.
Roland hold's the paper close enough to his face to read it, He took a deep breath and started to read.
"Curt, Ever since we met when we were 13, I knew you were different from the rest of my friend's. You just seemed more full of life even though you did beat me up earlier that day. Even though we started off like that, We still became very close, being in a lot of different band's and all our memories we have together. One of my greatest memories is when you stole that guitar from the school music room, At the time I thought you doing that was unresponsible and a criminal thing to do. However, I appreciated it a lot, I've written some of my favorite songs with the help of that guitar. Recently, I've started to realize something that I never thought I'd feel for another guy. Seeing you so depressed the other night really made me feel awful it reminded me of my worst times, the time's where I can't even want to get out of bed. It kills me seeing you sad, And when I gave you the Carrie vhs seeing your face light up at it made my entire year. When we were in the hallway and you came up behind me to scare me and you fell on top of me, I couldn't stop looking into you're beautiful brown eye's that's why I took me a while to to say anything. What I'm trying to say is that I love you, not in a friend way, But in a romantic way. It's just every time I'm with you I just want to hug you, kiss you and cuddle you." Roland then starts to tear up. "I know you're going to stop talking to me and call me faggot or whatever but-." Curt then put's his hand on the bottom of Roland's chin making him stop talking. Curt then lifted Rolands head up from him looking at the paper and look's deeply into his dark eye's while a soft gust of wind hit's them.
"Aw Roly, No way would I ever call you that awful word, Because I love you more then you could ever imagine. Curt then slowly leans in to kiss the boy in front of him, Roland doesn't fight it at all, he feel's Curt's soft lips touch his and he kisses him back, Suddenly both of them feel the feeling of firework's and magic. both of them have been waiting for this moment for it was the best feeling they have felt they're entire life. Roland break's the kiss and stares at Curt, he couldn't believe that just happened. He was not expecting Curt to like him back. "Wow,that was amazing" Roland tells Curt who was thinking that exact same thing in his head. "You wanna go back to my house, I want to hold and cuddle you so bad." Roland says to Curt with a suggestive look on his face. Curt gives him the same look back
"hell yeah"

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June 24th 1979 6:17 Pm
Curt and Roland both met back at Curt's house both dying to see each other again even after a 3 minute bike and motorcycle ride. After getting off both of their vehicles the first thing Roland did was grab Curt's hand. Neither of them cared if anyone saw them, they were just happy to love each other. The two boys go up to the door to house and open it still holding hand's and when they walk in, they see Curt's mom at in the kitchen making pasta. She turn's her head over to them and see's that they were holding hand's. Curt's mom give's them a thumbs up and laughs to herself then goes back to her cooking. Curt gets embarrassed but Roland just laugh's at the situation. "Sorry about my mom she's likes to poke fun at me. She also knew I liked you a lot." Roland blushed at Curt saying that, He blushed every time he talked, he knew it was embarrassing but Roland didn't care anymore.
Curt then grab's Rolands hand, Roland blushing harder at Curt touching him, And pulled him up the stair's, through a hallway and then into Curt's room.
Curt then pushed Roland onto his bed, And then got on top of him. He felt like he was living his dream all over again, Just with the the roles reversed. Curt didn't know that he was this dominant, He always thought that he was the one who would get dominated, especially by Roland.
Curt's thoughts get interrupted when Roland wraps his arms around Curt's back and pulls him down closer to himself. Curt then puts his arms under Roland and lays his head on his chest. "I love you so much Ro, I can't express how much I dreamed of this moment" Curt says with face buried into Rolands sweater. Roland then kisses Curt's head and quietly whispers

"neither have i."

End.

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And that's the end of of this part of the story. However, the story of Curt and Rolands relationship is not over. I will be making a new book where it's the same universe 3 years later when Curt and Roland are actually in their band tears for fears and are famous. So look out for that in the near future! I will link it here when I start.
New story --------> https://www.wattpad.com/story/258006756?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=HorrorRetroBoy&wp_originator=WVLNjCnil5Ih1Zp0P30XG2n54X59HqOxO4Zk0bmxMSxrQEIYobyXOX0Ty0hh0upXRjnw2rIrvUSxd9ZgdQguzhbnWQb2%2FUsDwjdr7jdIfYVmdiGKQuEwuPzDlyxD2M4y
I hope you enjoyed this story as much as I enjoyed writing it!

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