Damnation 2 (When darkness breeds itself) [18+ ONLY]

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The unending grief :

Joshua :

I was so shook by what this guy had just done. He left me on this bathtub and then he switched off the light...

Isn't it a strange thing that we hadn't formally met yet? He knew my name but I didn't know his... I felt the connection between the two of us, but I  didn't want to admit it or I would die if the people from my social group knew something about me.

I once had a friend, his name was Sternly, Sternly Mcdonald. The thoughts of him had hunted me for days. I normally slept with a dim light on my room, just to not see darkness. My worst nightmare...

Something once happened, while I was in the dark and I hate remembering it because it takes me back to what had happened the last time I saw it.

Sterny, he was my childhood best friend. I knew him from when we were still wearing diapers.

Stanley was gay and I was the only person who knew that and I did care. I used to be attracted to his older sister Savanna Mcdonald.

She was very pretty during that time...

I remember one eventful day, when I was sprung on Savanna. So, I told Sternly that we should play hide and seek. He agreed, I asked him to ask his sister to also join us, he did so without asking me a lot of questions...

When she joined us, I asked Sternly to count to 50 while me and his sister were going to hide. He did so without asking any questions. I think he did so because he really liked me and I knew it, I just didn't want to think about that.

So, I went inside the closet with his sister and I asked her to kiss me. She was very shy and very hesitant at first. But through my persuasion, she finally caved in.

I asked her if, she could be my girlfriend? She mummered without responding .

I decided to show her my dick. I wanted to explain to her, how hard she made me feel. She was so scared when she saw it, that she screamed. But I closed her mouth before she could make more noise.

I let her touch it, I could tell that she was so scared looking at my package. I then asked to insert it inside of her, she was really scared to answer before she lifted her dress and pulled down her underwear.  I tried to stick my dick inside of her, but I didn't know where to stick it.

We were both very young during that time. We were both probably seven approaching eight and Sternly was just five, approaching six.

She  guided my dick and I felt a wet passage to her entrance, when I tried to stick my dick in her, she tried to scream to show her discomfort but I silenced her with another kiss. We suddenly heard her father shrieking.

"WHAT THE FUCK?!" He screamed.

I was sure we were caught! I thought that he knew why we were on the closet and he he had seen what we were doing. I started dressing my own clothes fast, preparing to run if any shit went down. Savanna did the same, I could see her panic and in a brick of tears.

"It's your fault, you asked to do this, don't leave me alone to be punished for what you did." She stated. I looked at her like 'bitch are you crazy?!'

"Savanna! Come and see this!" Savanna went out of the closet with me following behind her. We were so sure that we were in trouble.

I was probably going to get a beating of a life time. Savanna's father didn't seem like a type to ground kids, but the type to give kids a beating of a life time if they messed up.

That's why he wasn't afraid to cuss in front of us.

When we saw his view, I was ready to run for my life but I saw him staring at Stanley.

"Why do you allow Sternly to dress in your clothes and play with your dolls?!" He asked her with aggression.

"I - I - I didn't, we were just playing hide and seek, I thought he was out there looking for us." She stated, stuttering.

"What the fuck, are you a fag now! You want a cocks?!!" He asked him and Sternly didn't answer, he was just flustered still in his sister's clothes.

'SMACK!'

Sternly's father gave Sternly the hardest smack ever. I was so scared for him. I didn't know what to do. My mind just froze when he did that.

He grabbed Sternly from the floor and asked him, "You want to see what happens to little fags like you?!"

Sternly sobbed but he gave him another hot smack.

'SMACK!'

Sternly's head flew so hard and he hit a switch and the lights went off.

The world seemed to stop after that happened. His father seemed to also feel the same thing, he called for him.

"Sternly switch on the light." But Sternly did not respond. My heart was racing. We called for him again, "Sternly!"

Silence!

"Dad, what did you do?! What did you do?!" Savanna screamed.

When the light switched on, I saw Sternly's body. He was dead.