I sat on the custom made bumped out on the alcove of the bay window. The weather was chilly and the rain just went peaceful after cleansing the land..
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I strummed my guitar..
Every day, I wonder
Every night, I ponder
Thinking that some day I’ll be unremembered..
*Knock *Knock
I pretended not to hear him outside our living room window..
Everyday, less and less
Our tête-à-têtes
What is it that makes you change?
*Knock
Fuck?
Who am I kidding then..
I looked up. I'm stupid to think I can ignore him.
"I want to eat.."
I strummed my guitar..
"What do you want to eat? It's cold. Go inside."
He leaned and blew on the glass window.. a moist was formed from his breath.
"Kit.. Go inside~"
He moved his finger carefully and slowly started..
Me missing you is missing
Me missing you is missing along the way
Me missing you is missing
Me missing you is missing along the way
Do you realize how much I am agonized?
A heart displayed from his demure movements..
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"I said.. come here.. It's cold."
He didn't move..
"Fine.."
I grumbled and strummed my guitar with the understanding of what he wanted, for me to continue the song..
I only want to know
If you and I are on the same page
A smile from him took my breath away..
I really want to know if you have a change of heart
Or is it just me thinking?
Will there come a day..
Or is there something missing?
Like how my feelings never reach you
That you will listen?
He excitedly giggled as he left in front of my window.. I immediately heard him welcomed by my aunt as I slowly heard their voices walking closer and talking animatedly from the door. Kit is almost a part of our family.. Same with his family to me. I paced to our kitchen.. there's a ready made chocolate bomb just in case Kit will visit. I took it, heated the milk, placed the choco bomb to a mug, and filled it with the warm milk..
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"You're here."
"You know I'll be here."
"Yeah.. Preparing my milk.. But cook some ramen for me."
"Not too hot milk and vanilla marshmallows.. forget that ramen.."
"My tast-- what?"
"No. Ra. Men."
"Phaaaaad~!!!!"
"Wait for me inside my room."
He took the mug and carefully strolled inside the house. Kit's Mom don't let him eat noodles.
What ramen was he talking about?
I grabbed all the pack of nuts and seeds inside the cabinet. He's a chipmunk..
He turned on my speakers and it's loud enough to be heard downstairs.. It's the last song I played..
Damnit..
Everything felt weird.
I took my time taking my steps to my room. The last time he visited, was before summer. Before he met Mark.
I can hear clearly every line..
I twisted the knob and entered my room.. Kit was singing along with the music..
I still rеcall
The days we shared our laughtеr
The only smile I’ll always remember
Do you still recall?
The days we argued
And you always forgave me
Those memories are still with me
"Chip.."
"Ye-- Phadbok~"
"What?"
"That's not ramen.."
"I know."
******
You won. 😐😐😐
The title of the song is Same Page by Tilly Birds~ ❤️✨💕
