Supposed to be Mine

22 : 💉

I've been avoiding what were restricted.. No physical contact activity.. No removing of clothes.. No extracurricular stuff that will make me too tired.. And I take my meds with me all the time.

Everything has been coming smoothly.. My parents give me time and space.. The admin seemed to be letting me do things on my own.. And my hormones are being in control.. Well.. Things are getting better than I expected.. Except between Mark and Phadbook..

They are still a big headache.

"You can just place my stuff at the back.."

"Uhm.. I can return the books for you.."

"Really?"

"Yeahh.. I'm free.. And they're kinda heavy for you.."

"They're not mine but I have to do it for them."

"You lost the bet again??"

"I only win when against you."

"I'm glad you know.."

"Shut that smirk!"

"Just let me return this and I'll be back.. I will surely not take long so you won't miss me sooo badly~"

"I can forget your face in ten minutes so what the heck are you talking about.."

"I'll be back in ten minutes then!"

Mark ran with the books at hand like it's nothing.. Well.. He's really quick in this.. Always fast in addressing my needs without second thoughts.. So while waiting, I decided to buy some snacks for the both of us when..

"What's that smell?"

My fist clenched as my heart started to pound..

"Oohh.. You kinda smell that too?"

It can't be..

"Yeahh.. It's faint.. But, it smells, nice.."

I had my pills.. I feel normal..

"I think the scent is coming here.."

Shit.. I-Is that.. Me?

I didn't take a glance and just hurried to run inside the restroom.. I'm glad I had my check up and was warned how I'm having irregular releases of pheromones like this since I haven't had my first heat and because of the presence of two great and stupid alphas..

Shit.. But first.. I have to calm down. I pulled out my emergency kit and prepared to sanitize.. I can't take another pill so I have to use a suppressant with higher dosage..

Fuck it.

I'm honestly nervous..

But I have to do it..

So with my shaking hand, I hold the injection pen like a pencil in my other hand, push the pen injection button.. Damnit.. and carefully removed the needle from my skin after emptying..

A sigh then escaped my lips.. It's crazy to be scared over some scent released from my own body but my instinct is screaming that I have to runaway and hide..

I was even with Mark some minutes ago.. A First Class Alpha..

But he'll be worried if I'm not there once he's done and he's a moron who'll surely be back within ten minutes.

This life is too cruel..

***

"Where were you?"

Worry was clearly drawn on his face.

"I needed to use the bathroom and it's occupied so I went to the next building.."

Mark don't easily get impressed by such kind of excuse.. But I can't think of anything anymore right now.

"You should have told me.. I can come to get you.."

"I can walk on my own.."

"But.. Are you okay? You look so pale.. I'll get you water. Just give me a minute.."

It must be the side effect.. I felt so sluggish and listless so I can only rely to him right now. I might not even know what to do without him here.

"Here.. Take it slowly.."

He handed me an uncapped bottle of water with a straw.. I didn't notice how thirsty I was..

"Thanks.."

"Did you get tired from walking? What about I'll take you to the infirmary.. I can carry you.."

He took my hand to stand but..

"W-Wait.. Instead of infirmary.. I want to go s-somewhere else.."

I'm tired..

"I'll.. take you.."

I shifted to face him and for some reason, Mark's eyes became deep and determined as he intertwined our fingers..

"I'll take you everywhere Kit as long as you let me stay with you. Please.. don't leave just like that again.."

At times, an overwhelming feeling crosses my mind.. It might be too much to ask.. It might be unfair.. but.. if it's Mark.. I honestly think I'll be alright..

I think.. I can be with him like this..

And be more than friends.

XXX

💚💚💚 I miss mahal~