My Secret Marriage

chapter 53

Sadhvi's pov:

I was just sobbing silently not knowing what to do...... I myself feel pity of me.

I want to at least stay with dignity..... But with all these situations going on I feel like i am being trampled by their legs.
Like a piece of shit.

If only I had some confidence on myself...... I would have at least replied to her with some sass.

Now I just want Siddarth...... I don't want to lose him.

I really like him a lot, more than I had ever imagined.

If he feel shameful for having me as his wife I would have no other choice but leave him forever.

Which I do not want to do at any cost. I want him to be my husband forever. To experience things with him. To know about him..... To love him....

Now when I think back..... How much ever he had hurts me unknowingly I had always looked forward for spending my life with him,sharing my everything.

I have even decided to ignore him..... But I couldn't. My eyes will always steal glances at him. My heart races whenever I think about him.
I don't even know if he likes me or not.

For God's sake we haven't even had a proper conversation with each other after our marriage.

But already I fell for him. I like him.

Sometimes I wonder how charming he is......without even doing anything he make me fell for him.

I too have to make him like me. But in such cases I feel we have been drifting away from each other.

God please don't make me heart broken.....

I was busy praying God..... That I didn't notice Sid coming near me.
Suddenly I felt a shadow on me I was slightly startled.

I looked and saw that it is Siddarth.

He again hold my hand..... I looked at him confused.
Why was he holding my hand?
Is he not disgusted with me?

He is looking so cold and distant...... I know he talks less but I have never seen him like this. In such a cold demeanour.

He looked at Ria and said

"That does not justify the fact that you guys were bullying her.
And she is not a loser for your information. Just because she dn not perform few activities doesn't mean she is a loser.

You guys are quite a losers for judging people and also feeling happy making others sad.

She is an introvert so she doesn't feel good talking to strangers. That doesn't mean she is weak. She is strong in her own way. Do you understand?"

Ria glared at me..... I gulped in fear.

"Baby..... Why are you scolding me..... Please don't do it baby. If you say I will even apologize her. So don't be angry anymore alright?"She coaxingly  said to Siddarth ignoring all of us.

She is looking at him like only he exists here in this room.

Siddarth seems to be angry again. Is anything pissing him off further than already?

"Ria..... Stop this baby shit. Why don't you understand when I said we are not possible.

I don't want you to call me with those cheesy nicknames once again. I have already explained you. So I hope you don't repeat it. "Siddarth said so sternly.

She looks like her favorite candy is snatched from her hands.

"Sid.... You have to take my side. Remember I am your family friend?