Sadhvi's pov:
My eyes widened when I realized that he said he will teach me kissing......
What happened to that cold man who never speaks a word?
Now he is speaking so shamelessly........
He placed his lips on my forehead......
Wow.....it is so peaceful,I feel like winning the world when I am in his arms......
May be I liked kissing him , no no I am sure i loved it.
He leaned back still placing his hand on my waist.....
I don't know what came over me ,I just hugged his torso tightly......
He stilled at my touch and then he relaxed.
May be I gave him a shock.....
But I just want to be in his arms now.
He too hugged me.
There were no words exchanged but it was so peaceful.
It was not suffocating at all........I would give my anything to relive this moment once again.
May be we are hugging eachother too tightly I was having some problem to breathe properly.......so I removed my as around him and pushed him slightly as he caged me in between wall and his arms.
He sighed and took a step back.
We both looked at each other ......
Like the movies says eye to eye......just a peaceful silence.....and all words exchanged.
I know we are not in a normal relationship, we still have many things to workout and it is not simple......
But now I feel like all will be fine if we are together.
He kissed me......he did it without my permission, but I never felt like that.
It is his and only his right on me.
He has that right on me and same goes to me.
I am waiting for him to quickly complete his exams......then we could probably stay together.
I am being desperate,I know but I can't help it.
After this scene that desperation in me even increases to ten folds.
I like him.....
Or may be love him,I am unsure whether my liking turned into loving......
I need sometime to be sure of my feelings.
But what the hell.......we didn't confessed our feelings to each other yet and he kissed me.
I like him....I think he knows it too but I don't know if he likes me.
Even my first kiss dream will remain unfulfilled......
This thought made me sad.
"What happened? Why are you sad...." He asked me.
I am feeling aggrieved right now......I am feeling like he seduced me and I submitted to him. I should have stopped him then I could still fulfill my fantasy.
I pouted not knowing what to say....
How can I possibly say that I have always dreamt about my first kiss.....
I had few expectations now they are just spoiled.
And me being a dumb idiot just realized it after all the scenario.
So I just shoot my head negatively.
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My Secret Marriage
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