Love Or Rivalry

Chapter Twenty-Three

YO SAY HO! hey guys ;) it's zephyr here hahaahahah actually, it's been xkies who's been replying comments and posting the chapters so i feel so left out :x anyways here's the next chapter! and btw, so sorry for the spoiler but the guy's name, Mirai? it means future in Japanese :) i think it's a really sweet name that kind of hints them together heheehhehe okay enjoy! <3

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Roxy’s POV

I felt dirty, violated. His hands were touching me, they were touching me, and I couldn’t do anything about it. Why didn’t I run away when I had the chance? I’m just a weak, helpless, useless girl. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I felt the lace scraping against my calves as they slid down my legs. I’m too weak. My throat was sore from screaming, but still I kept screaming, even though I know it’s no use. I could do nothing but cry as he touched me, sliding his hands up my thighs, nearer every second. I wanted somebody to save me. I’ll never drink again, I’ll be a good girl, I’ll keep out of gang business, I’ll stay away from Alexander, I’ll listen to Cain, stay close to Nate, even go back to Leo. SOMEBODY PLEASE SAVE ME!

“Stop screaming, bitch, no one will hear you, nobody is as stupid as you, to come out here alone.” The man laughed cruelly, and the other men chuckled. Too weak to scream, I cried even more instead. I shouldn’t have stopped screaming. The moment I stopped, he took his hand off my mouth and forced his mouth on mine, plundering my lips violently. I grit my teeth and cried more, determined not to open my mouth. “Open your sweet lips, bitch!” He bit my lips, making me gasp in pain. “There we go.” He laughed. Taking a deep breath, I let out a shrill scream, only to be cut off as he slapped me again, sending sharp pain through my cheek. CAN NOBODY HEAR ME? “You fucking bitch, you just don’t learn, eh!” He raised his hand again, and I shut my eyes tightly, but the hard blow never came.

“WHAT THE FUCK!” The man’s hands left me, but I kept my eyes shut, afraid of what I would see if I opened them. Did someone come and save me, or was it another one of them? One by one the hands that held me left me, and I collapsed to the ground, holding my knees as I cried and cried. I didn’t want to open my eyes, I didn’t want to see those men, I didn’t want to see what was happening. I could still feel his lips on mine, hands all over me. I was dirty, violated. I’ll never be clean again. I cried, scratching at my face desperately. A hand caught mine, but I ignored it. I continued to claw at my face with my other hand, I wanted to get rid of that disgusting feeling of his hands on me, his mouth violently forced on mine. Another hand caught my wrist, gentle but firm. I struggled, I want to forget, I need to forget, I need to be clean again. “Let me go!” I sobbed, kicking and struggling, but the hands didn’t let go. Who is this, let me go, let me be clean again! “Let me go!” I cried hysterically. “It’s okay.” A voice said gently. It’s not okay! It’s not OKAY! “NO LET ME GO!” I shook my head, eyes tightly shut, tears streaming down my cheeks. “It’s okay. I’m here.” The smooth, alluring voice said. I shook my head violently, but my tears were slowing down. “I’m here.” He said again, softly. Who? I opened my eyes slowly to soft, gentle amber eyes staring back at mine. “It’s okay.” He let go of my wrists, pulling me gently by the waist into his arms. They were strong, warm, and gentle. Who is this stranger, enchanting me with his alluring voice and beautiful eyes, that made me want to trust him, made me stop crying, embracing me gently?

I shouldn’t trust him, I knew, but I couldn’t help it. My tears subsided slowly as he stroked my hair gently, giving me comfort. Feeling tired, I tried to keep awake, but the gentle way the stranger was handling me wasn’t helping.

“It’s okay, I’m here for you.” He whispered. It was odd how safe I felt in this stranger’s arms, but when he said ‘it’s okay’, it felt like everything was right again.

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okay, i understand that its really short but you guys can blame xkies ;) she wanted to do a bitttt more on chapter twenty four and hence we'll post it up in like a day or two so you can count on that ;) muackzzzzzz

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(hahahah do any of you watch it btw? i cant believe dan is gossip girl -.-)