Within My Own Head

I Wish I Were Dead

I wish I could forever hide from the world

I want to turn off my phone and lock my door

Turn off all the lights and just put on my headphones

Swallow three more pills and drift asleep

I wish I could go back to my bullies

To show them they were right

I was a troll and I forever look like one

I wish I could say I finally love myself

It's just impossible

I wish I was dead

I can finally see those

Who attended my funeral

I guess I didn't make a difference

I wish I could have stayed

I wish I didn't lose myself so often

I wish I could feel more alive

I wish I was never dead....