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Kuroo's heart beat violently in his chest, as the dirty blond haired girl stood in front of them with an emotionless expression on her face making it difficult for him to read her.
A few seconds went by before she looked to her side where Endo stood looking down at his blue scrub pants
"Go on Endo" she placed a hand on his back pushing him forward
"T-The Patients surgery was successful b-but a few minutes ago when we were about to come update you h-his heart suddenly stoped d-despite our best efforts he D-died I'm truly sorry for your loss" Endo's shoulders trembled as he tried his best to relay the news of kenma's passing to them
'Dead'
Kuroo's knees buckled under his weight
'kenma'
'Kitten'
kuroo fell to the floor, his hands traveled up to his ears to try and block out every sound around him, tears forced themselves out of his eyes, the image of kenma appeared in front of him with a sad smile.
"y-your lying" hinata stumbled back into kageyama "Kenma's not dead..." he tried his best to sound convincing but in reality it sounded more like he was trying to convince himself.
"kuroo..." yu crouched down next to him soon followed by Mika crouching down on the other side of him
'kenma'
'its my fault'
'he was hurting'
kuroo's breathing became rapid and shallow, he was drowning in his own ocean of guilt
"kuroo, hey kuroo can you hear us" Mika squeezed his hand "guys I think he's having a panic attack"
"w-what do we do" everyone crowded around the raven head
"Move aside people suga mama got this" suga pushed himself through the crowd so he was right in front of the raven haired male
"Alright kuroo I need you to look around and find 5 things you can see" the gray haired male made sure to speak slowly
"I-I see hinata, M-Mika, yu, lights, um...y-you..."
"Your doing good now tell me 4 things you can touch"
"T-the ground, uhm..you, s..shirt, Mika...., yu.."
"Good now 3 things you can hear"
kuroo squeezed his eyes shut as he tried to focus "Crying...whispers,......
your voice....."
"Now 2 things you can smell"
"The Overwhelming smell of a hospital, and kenma...." he trailed off towards the end
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FanfictionWhile kuroo was off at university kenma began to notice how much he had done for him and over the first few weeks of school his health began to decline .•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•. "Will you be okay without me?" "You worry too much" he rolled his...
