For people that aren't loved

-Getting close-

Nico Ernest Campos

New school day and I'm actually happy about that. We're going to have practice after school and I can see Akino almost the whole day. I have English now and after that Math which is with Aki. We also wanted to go to the cafeteria together. He kept texting me and talking about so much stuff. He told me he was so excited for our play. He said there was this shipping between Conner and Evan which confused me since I didn't know what he meant. I'm also really excited for the play. I've been trying to go through Evan's line the whole time and can sing almost every song.

In English class I couldn't concentrate the whole time I was just so happy about meeting Akino. He is helping a lot just with his aura. I had a little panic attack not long ago and thought of Aki and everything was gone. I came back to normal and felt a relief and such a weird feeling. It felt refreshing. It felt like drinking water after running for hours. It was beautiful. Back to trying to concentrate on math otherwise I fail. My mom will probably help me out of there and Aki would too. Only if he doesn't try to make me smile or call me nicknames like 'little one'. He will probably say 'Oi' if he doesn't know the answer to a question. I keep getting distracted at the fact that Akino exists.

After English class I was super excited. Some minutes left till I can finally see Akino. I might even hug him. I ran straight to math class seeing already standing there. I decided to hug him and ran at him with open arms.
"Oi there, little one. Are you excited to see me?" He hugged me back and I nodded in response. We got into class and sat down next to eachother. I was so bubbly and felt like screaming. I had no idea why I was so excited even Aki told me to calm down. We talked about a lot and I told him about the kid that looked like him and he told me it was his brother. He told me more about him and he seems amazing. I can't wait to go to his place once and meet his whole family. They have to be so amazing for creating this man. I just realized how much more comfortable I got with him. In general I got more comfortable with everything. I felt comfortable in my skin, clothes and the way I speak. He made me feel comfortable in my voice and I can express myself way better now.

English class was over shortly aswell and we went together to go to the cafeteria. He told me he usually sits with Malou but wanted us to have more private time so he told her we'll spend this time together. We sat down at the same table I watched the sincerely me video and he looked at me. I felt everything come back to mind and notice how fast we got comfortable with eachother. How comfortable I got with him. I remember everything we already did together. I'm so glad I found him.

My soulmate

My soulmate. Sounds good. He's my soulmate. I may not be his but he is definitely mine. The one that made me feel safe. Should I say my thoughts out loud?
"What are you thinking about, Nico? You seem not.. focused." He told me.
"I just thought about soulmates and how you changed me." I answered him trying my hardest looking him in the eyes. They were beautiful dark brown eyes that I did never notice.
"Did you think about how you changed me?" He asked me looking back into my eyes. My eyes weren't as beautiful as his. They were blue. Not even a good blue. I didn't know what he meant with changing him. I never did anything. I was just there. I told him no and he started to sigh and thought about something.
"You know I was a total idiot before you got here." He started. I didn't believe him and shook my head. "No for real. I was manipulating everyone around me I know I couldn't do anything against it because I didn't notice but I still made people feel really bad. I didn't want it to happen to you aswell so my mind just stopped." I looked at him with pure confusion.
"This sounds so weird but you helped my brain to stop. I didn't know how to happen but it just stopped. Malou was the one telling me it was because of you." He tried to explain. It started to make sense but I couldn't fully understand but I still let him talk about it.

I was glad that he didn't just help me but I helped someone. I never knew I could do that.
He's not only my soulmate. I'm also his.
My mind can't process the fact that I helped someone and this someone was my someone. He tried to talk about something different but I still couldn't process it I was so happy. I even felt my lips form into a big smile. Akino stopped talking and looked at me. I stood up and went over to his side and just hugged him.
"You're my happiness, Akino." I mumbled.
"What?" He either couldn't understand or was not sure that was coming out of my mouth.
"You're my happiness, Akino." I repeated. He hugged me so hard and smiled so much. As he let go he took a look at me and my eyes and admired every detail and began to smile really wide and than he hugged me again.

"I'm glad."

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