Izurus P.O.V.
It all went by so quickly after that. We had them cornered and that girl who kept 'messing with our plans' well...we were finally gonna get rid of her. And turn her class to despair. This is a good thing. So why am i....."HEY IZURU STOP THINKING ABOUT RANDOM SHIT AND COME WATCH!!" "Alright." Junkos forced me to watch people brutally kill each other and I felt nothing so why now....
As her whole class has to watch. As everything happens. She gets stabbed and hurt and cut so many times. Until it seems like she made it. And then she gets stabbed through a million times more. I walk over to her.
"Hinata..." that name...MY name...."I just wanted to play games...with...you..." and then all the life drains from her eyes. I bend down and pick up her hair clip that fell out of her hair. I don't understand why im...crying...I DONT KNOW HER SO WHY ARE THERE HOT TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE. without even thinking I quietly say a single word. "Chiaki..." I feel a storm of memories rusg back to me. Sitting by the water fountain. She seemed so excited everytime she saw...me...me...im not hajime...but...I have those memories I have those experiences so technically that WAS me sitting there with her. I left her alone. Forever. THE WHOLE WORLD IS ENDING BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO IMPRESS HER SHE LOVED ME THE WAY I WAS GODDAMIT. What a horrible way to die. Seeing your best friend just watching you be tourtured while everyone else has to watch. I will my tears and walk away. I hold onto her hair clip tightly. And I'm NEVER letting it go.
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"I'm not a lab rat" Izuru Kamukura Angst
FanfictionI'm way to obsessed with angst- and izuru- so I made this But basiaclly this whole thing is referring to all the experiments izuru went through (Cover art not mine)