Izurus P.O.V.
"Hey kamukkuurraa-" "fuck off." "Excuse me!?" "Fuck of you manipulative asshole. I hate despair I HATE ALL OF THIS. MO ONE DESERVES TO DID IN SUCH A CRUEL WAY. IF YOU WANT EVERYTHING ELSE DONE DO IT YOURSELF BECAUSE I AM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT." "Oh so you wanna end up just like her!?" "...I don't really care anymore" "what!?" "She was my best friend. You're an asshole Junko..." She just starts laughing. I turn around "I'm leaving" "alright you little LAB RAT." ... "what." I look at her. "YOU GOD DAMN SIENCE EXPERIMENT. FAILURE. MISTAKE. YOU'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH" "STOP." I just turn around and start talking away, then I run. I just keep on running. Until I'm away from away from that hell school. I pull out my phone and look at myself. Who even am I. This isn't me, I don't even know who I am. I grab out a pair of scissors and start cutting my hair down to my shoulders, I don't wanna be what they made me. I put the hair clip in my hair and start crying. Fuck this, fuck hopes peak, fuck Junko, fuck mukuro, fuck hope, fuck despair. I don't care about anything anymore. I feel warm tears streaming down my checks but I'm used to it by now. Before I went to tell Junko I'm leaving I took some of chiakis stuff. I can't bring myself to let her go. I turn on that dumb little video game console thing and start playing on it, at first I can't figure out how it works but after I do it feels so natural to me. I could sit here for hours playing on this thing and apparently that's what I end up doing.

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"I'm not a lab rat" Izuru Kamukura Angst
FanfictionI'm way to obsessed with angst- and izuru- so I made this But basiaclly this whole thing is referring to all the experiments izuru went through (Cover art not mine)